I SURRENDER TO YOUR LOVE

I MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON..
HUNDREDS,THOUSANDS OF QUESTION IN MY MIND...
TO WHO SHOULD I ASK??
LOOKING AROUND,PEOPLE'S HEARTS ARE HARDENING...
I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO THE WORLD TODAY...
BUT I KNOW GOD IS IN CONTROL...
BY THE MOMENT I AM SO LOST LOOKING FOR ANSWER,
ONLY AN ANSWER CAME TO ME...
IS YOUR LOVE FOR ME,HEAVENLY FATHER....
YOU LOVE ME,YOUR LOVE FILLED THE EMPTINESS OF MY HEART...
YOUR LOVE GAVE ME STRENGTH TO MOVE FORWARD,
THE COMPASSION OF YOUR LOVE FILLED ME,
YES LORD,
MY HEART COULD NOT COMPREHEND,
THE LOVE THAT CRUCIFIED A MAN
WAS OPEN HAND,WAS NAILED FOR ME
AND NOW I LIVE EACH MOMENT SERVING YOU ONLY,
MY LORD JESUS..
I TOTALLY SURRENDER TO YOUR LOVE...

AN OPENING CEREMONY FOR SKIPPY

TEN,TEN,TEN,TEN,TEN,TEN.....(READ IT IN A FASTER WAY)...
HAHAHA...DID AN OPENING CEREMONY FOR SKIPPY...
LOVE IT SO MUCH..ESPECIALLY WITH WAFFLES...
KESIAN..CANNOT GET IT HERE...
SO WITH BREAD....AND COFFEE...WHAT A WONDERFUL LUNCH...
THE BREAD I GOT FROM CAFE...HAHAHAHA..SO I DON'T HAVE TO BUY..
WHITE BREAD PUN JADI LAH..SINCE I WANT TO SAVE MONEY FOR THE COMING MISSION TRIP....
CAN YOU SEE IT SMOOTHNESS OF THE PEANUT BUTTER...
THE PEANUT CRUNCH SMELL ALL OVER THE MOUTH AS YOU BITE IT AND STIMULATE YOUR TASTE BUD...BUAAHAHHAHAHA
YEAH....SKIPPY CHEER UP MY DAYS....

I WOULD LIKE TO DO THAT TOO....

LAST FRIDAY,MEE LING ASKED ME TO BRING PRESENT FOR HER MOM SINCE I AM GOING HOME,IT'S HER MOM BIRTHDAY...
I FELT THAT SHE REALLY LOVE HER MOM SO MUCH..
LATER ON SHE ASKED ME TO BUY A CAKE FOR HER MOM...
WHEN I TRIED TO GET THE BEST CAKE...
I FELT SOMETHING STIRRING IN MY HEART..
I REALLY HOPE THAT I CAN DO THE SAME THING TO MY MOM....
ALTHOUGH SHE MAKE MISTAKES BUT I ALREADY FORGIVE HER AND I MISS HER TOO...
WHEN MY FRIEND ASKED ME TO DO IT FOR HER...
IN THE DEEPEST OF MY HEART SAID THAT..I WOULD LIKE TO DO IT FOR MY MOM TOO...

LET SEE THE CAKE I CHOSE FOR HER MOM...

WHAT AM I DOING HERE???

KINDA FUNNY QUESTION DOESN'T IT????
HAHAHAHAHA...I AM OVER EXCITED SO I COULDN'T SLEEPPP....
SUPPOSE I SLEEP AT 11.00PM..NORMALLY..BUT I COULDN'T SLEEP TONIGHT...
BECAUSE I AM GOING HOME TOMORROW...
HAHAHAHAHA...I THINK I GOT TO SLEEP ALREADY...
IF NOT I AM GOING MAKE THE LAB EXPLODE TOMORROW...
I HAVE LAB WORK EARLY IN THE MORNING...
GOOD NIGHT TO NAOMI LEE!!

SEE!!! TENGOK!!看!!!!

AIYOYOOOOOO.....
SOOOOOOO PACK....BUT I TRY MY VERY VERY BEST TO MAKE IT NOT SO PACK...

OHHHH,TELL ME HOW...
TODAY IS WEDNESDAY...TRY MY VERY VERY BEST AGAIN TO CONCENTRATE IN THE CLASS....
I WAS UNABLE TO DO AT THE THIRD LECTURE....
DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING...
SITTING AND DREAM NOTHING....AT LEAST I DREAM SOMETHING BUT ENDED NOTHING...
YERRRR....TAK BOLEH INI MACAM LAH DEI......
ALMOST WANT TO SKIP MISS LEE FEN CLASS...
BUT I DIDN'T DO THAT....
NOW I WANT TO SLEEP,LATER HAVE TO GO LAB AGAIN....BYEEEEE BYEEEEE!!!!!

LONG LONG DAY

TODAY REALLY A LONG DAY..

NOT ONLY TODAY,

COMING COMING DAYS TOO...

I AM SO EXHAUSTED....

MAYBE I HAD RESTED FOR A LONG TIME...

HAVE THE WHOLE MORNING FOR LECTURE...

AND THE AFTERNOON FOR LAB WORK...

LATER ON WENT FOR A JOG...

FELT REFRESH AFTER SWEATING...

SINCE I GAINED LOTS OF WEIGHT DURING HOLIDAYS...

SO IT IS TIME TO CUT DOWN...

I NEVER STARVE DURING THE HOLIDAYS....

IT'S OK..SINCE FOOD IS TO ENJOY....

ESPECIALLY DURIAN...YUM YUM...

WHILE JOGGING,I FELT SO TIRED...

AND MISS MY HOME...

THAT MOMENT I WAS LISTENING TO THE SONG 充满我心。。。

I LIKE THE DRUM ROLLING OF THAT SONG....

AND THE LYRICS REALLY TOUCH ME...

主啊，在你我找到安息，

你的爱赐我勇气。。。。。

YEAH....I FOUND REST IN THE LORD...

I JUST HAVE TO BE STILL....

I AM REFRESH AGAIN TO LIVE FOR THE LORD TOMORROW....

YEAH！！！！

SACRIFICE OF PRAISE

I GUESS WE HEARD THE SONG'WE BRING SACRIFICE OF PRAISE INTO THE HOUSE OF THE LORD'BEFORE...
WHAT DOES IT REALLY MEAN BY SACRIFICE OF PRAISE?
JUST PRAISE ALONE AND SACRIFICE OF PRAISE?IT IS THE SAME THING WE ARE TALKING ABOUT?
PRAISE MEANS THAT WE PRAISE SOME ONE WHEN THEY DID WELL...YA,PRAISE THE LORD BECAUSE SHE DID WELL...
WHAT ABOUT SACRIFICE OF PRAISE?
THE MOMENT YOU ARE AT THE BOTTOM LINE OF YOUR LIFE,YOU FAILED YOUR EXAM..BUT YOUR LIPS STILL PRAISE THE LORD...
YESTERDAY I HEARD A SERMON FROM DR.KEVIN...
HE TALKED ABOUT THE SACRIFICE WE BRING TO THE LORD....
MALAYSIAN HAVE A CULTURE THAT MADE ALL OF US FELT GUILTY ABOUT IT...
WE ALWAYS WANT TO GIVE TO PEOPLE THE THINGS THAT WE DON'T WANT AND NEVER TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO KNOW WHAT DOES PEOPLE NEED....
EVEN SOMETIMES THIS THE WAY WE TREAT THE LORD....
HE IS NOT JUST A KING BUT A KING OF KINGS AND NOT JUST A LORD BUT THE LORD OF LORDS..
LET US REALLY BRING SACRIFICE THAT REALLY BRING SOMETHING..I GUESS MUST EVERYTHING WE HAVE....
IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I ALREADY GOOD ENOUGH TO SAY THIS BUT..I AM LEARNING ALSO...LEARN TO GIVE MY VERY BEST TO THE LORD...
THE MESSAGE REALLY MADE ME SEARCH MYSELF WHETHER I AM ALWAYS GIVING THE BEST TO THE LORD AND THE PEOPLE...I SHOULD TAKE THIS VERY SERIOUSLY....

I DON'T REALLY LIKE TO SING...BUT I DOESN'T UNDERSTAND WHY I ALWAYS ARRANGED TO BE A SONG LEADER....BUT I REALISED I HAVE TO LEARN OBEYING...SINCE THEY THINK I CAN THEN I SHOULD BE CAN...I KNOW I DOESN'T SEEMS TO PRACTICE SINGING BECAUSE I DON'T REALLY LIKE IT...IT STRESSED ME UP ON THE WEEK I AM GOING TO LEAD...BUT AFTER I WAS BACK FROM THE CLCN WORSHIP SEMINAR...I RECEIVED SOMETHING THAT REALLY CHANGE MY CONCEPT....I CAN SING ACTUALLY....JUST I REFUSED TOO...I WAS SONG LEADING LAST NIGHT IN THE ROCK CHURCH...KEVIN GAVE ME A COMPLIMENT....HE TOLD ME THAT I DIDN'T EVEN OUT OFF A KEY...HAHAHA HE ASKED ME HOW I DID THAT AND WHAT WAS MY SECRET....I DON'T KNOW HOW TO ANSWER THAT...BEFORE THIS I ALWAYS SING OUT OFF KEY....IT'S SO AMAZING THAT WHEN I CHANGE MY CONCEPT EVERYTHING SEEMS CHANGING...

EVEN IN MY GUITARING,I ALWAYS HAVE A CONCEPT THAT I AM NOT A TALENTED PERSON AND ALWAYS KILLING SELF INTEREST..BUT I TRIED SO HARD TO PRACTICE TO DO ALL THE BARRE CHORD AND TRAVEL UP AND DOWN EACH FRET..MAKE ME FEEL SO WONDERFUL...I HAVE TO BE MORE COMMITTED IN THIS AREA...I HAVE TO...

I WILL GIVE THE BEST TO THE LORD.

IT LOOKS GOOD

WOW,A SATURDAY MORNING...
THE SUN SHINNING BRIGHTLY..
THANK YOU LORD I HAVE BREATHE WHEN I WOKE UP...
HAVING BREAD FOR BREAKFAST...
ALTHOUGH IT WAS NOT THE BEST,BUT IT IS THE BEST I CAN GET HERE...
GO THROUGH MY GUITAR....PLAYED AND SANG 'FOR YOUR NAME IS HOLY'...
SINCE NO ONE IN THE ROOM SO I CAN WORSHIP FREELY....
GREAT...I CLEANED MY ROOM AT LAST...IT LOOKS TIDY A BIT...
NOT MUCH TO CLEAN,ONLY A SQUARE SQUARE THINGS CALLED TABLE AND A FOUR LEG CHAIR....THE CHAIR I SELDOM SIT ON...
ALWAYS PUT MY LAPTOP ON THE BED AND SIT ON THE BED...I SPENT MY 24 HOURS ON THIS PURPLE BED SHEET BED..I WILL TRY TO GET MORE PURPLE COLOUR BEDSHEET..LOOKS GOOD TO SIT AND SLEEP ON....I KNOW I AM FUNNY...
I MISS MY PURPLE BUBBLES BLANKET...I FORGOT TO WASH IT..BUT MY FRIEND WILL BRING IT FROM MY HOME THIS WEEK SINCE MY BROTHER ALREADY WASHED IT FOR ME..HEY HEY HEY..I COMPOSED A SONG FOR MY LITTLE BUBBLES BLANKET...

ONE LITTLE TWO LITTLE THREE LITTLE BUBBLES,
FOUR LITTLE FIVE LITTLE SIX LITTLE BUBBLES,
SEVEN LITTLE EIGHT LITTLE NINE LITTLE BUBBLES,
TEN LITTLE PURPLE BUBBLES...

NOT MUCH WONDERFUL LIFE HERE BUT I LEARNED TO BE ALONE HERE,LEARNED TO BE MORE RELY ON GOD BECAUSE I KNOW GOD IS MY STRENGTH AND THE REASON I LIVE..
LIKE THIS MOMENT NOW,QUITE AND I CAN JUST SIT HERE WRITING...
EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE GOOD SO FAR...
AND I WILL HAVE A CONCEPT I WILL BE FILLED WITH JOY WHERE I GO BECAUSE JESUS LIVE IN ME....HOOORAYYY!!!!

MIND PREPARATION

PREPARING...
AFTER A FEW MONTHS OF HOLIDAY..
GOING TO BACK TO UNI SOON..
WHETHER I LIKE IT OR NOT I HAVE TO LIKE IT... MARVELOUS SENTENCE..
HOW IT IS GOING TO BE?
WILL IT BE THE SAME AGAIN?
EVERYTHING THE SAME?HOW COULD IT BE?
I CHANGED SO MUCH...PERCEPTION CHANGED...
THE WAY I SEE THINGS CHANGE....
THE THINGS I VALUED TOTALLY DIFFERENT...
THINGS NEVER GOING TO BE SAME LIKE BEFORE...
I HAVE MORE AND MORE THINKING..
I HAVE TO BE PREPARE....
YES I HAVE TO...