WEIRD DREAM....

I MUST BE TOO STRESSED RECENTLY..
FEEL STRESS ALL THE TIME...
FEEL HUNGRY ALL THE TIME...
EVEN TUMMY CRAMP ALWAYS ALSO...
DREAM ALSO DREAMED SOMETHING WEIRD...
DREAM I GOT CAUGHT BY THIS BAD PEOPLE...
AND THE CUT MY BODY FLESH..AND I BLEED A LOT..
THANK GOD SOMEBODY CAME AND SAFE ME...
HAHAHAHA..WHAT A FUNNY ONE...


I MUST BE TOO TIRED ALREADY....
HAHAHA...TOO MUCH OF THINGS TO THINK ABOUT AND SETTLE...
BUT SOON IT WILL BE OVER...
SOMETIMES I KNOW WHY I AM THAT STRESSED..
I ALWAYS HAVE EXPECTATION FROM MYSELF...
AT LEAST I GOT A GOOD GRADE IN MY EXAM...IN MY WORKS...
I BLUFF IF I SAID I DUN EXPECT ANYTHING FROM MYSELF....
ALWAYS SAID NEVER MIND...
HAHAHA..I BLUFFED.. 


DISCUSSING WITH MY SUPERVISOR YESTERDAY...FOR THREE HOURS
DUN KNOW WHY I CHOSE HER FROM THE BEGINNING TO BE MY SUPERVISOR..
EVERYONE KNOW SHE IS SO COOL AND STRICT...
I GUESS I AM SO STRESSFUL ALSO BECAUSE I KNOW SHE WANTS EVERYTHING TO BE PERFECT...
BUT SHE IS SO KIND AND TEACH ME EVERYTHING THAT I DUNNO...AND TELL ME TO DO THIS AND THAT...
GOD ALWAYS GIVE THE BEST PEOPLE TO ME EVEN THEY ARE DIFFICULT PEOPLE...
HAHAHAHA...SOMETHING SORTED OUT...AND I AM PARTIALLY RELIEVED...
AT LEAST I SLEPT WELL LAST NIGHT...
WE LAUGHED WHEN WE ARE DISCUSSING...I GUESS SHE MUST THINK I AM A BIT FUNNY...HOWEVER THANK GOD FOR ALL THESE PEOPLE...

GIVE THANKS

STPM RELEASED TODAY...
THANK GOD..EVEN MY BROTHER NOT GETTING AN EXCELLENT RESULT BUT HE DID HIS PART TO..AT LEAST HE COMPLETED HIS PRE-U...
THANK GOD FOR SISTER KELLY..SHE GOT 4 FLAT...WOW..PRAISE GOD...
MY INDUSTRIAL TRAINING RESULT RELEASED TODAY TOO....
I GOT A 4 FLAT TOO...PRAISE GOD FOR THAT...
PRAISE GOD FOR MY LAST SEMESTER RESULT AND PRAY THAT GOD CONTINUE TO GRANT ME STRENGTH TO COMPLETE THIS SEMESTER PERFECTLY...
AND OPEN UP A GOOD CAREER FOR ME...
WHERE I CAN BOTH SERVING AND EARNING FOR THE SAME TIME...
THIS IS WHAT I ASKED...
I BELIEVE GOD WILL GRANT ME THE DESIRE OF MY HEART...
GOD, YOU KNOW THE DESIRE OF MY HEART...
I PRAY FOR A LECTURER POSE FOR IN THE UNIVERSITY AND A PART TIME MASTER AT THE SAME TIME...I KNOW IN YOU NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE....
I KNOW GOD YOU WILL OPEN UP A WAY AND BLESS ME FINANCIALLY WHERE I CAN SUPPORT MY BROTHERS'S STUDY AND WE HAVE NO LACKING...
I TRUST IN YOU MY LORD....

IT'S MORE THAN A DREAM

I NEVER GIVE UP MY DREAMS..
JUST HAVE TO BE MORE FOCUS...
I NEVER GIVING UP TO CONTINUE MY STUDIES..
TO DO MY MASTER AND PHD...IS ALWAYS MY DREAM...
BE A MISSIONARY IS ALWAYS MY DREAM...
LOOKING THROUGH USM'S POSTGRADUATES WEBSITE...
I FEEL A BIT SAD...THERE ARE A FEW COURSES I REALLY INTERESTED WITH...
BUT I DECIDED TO WORK SO I CAN SUPPLY TO THE FAMILY...
THINKING OF DOING PART TIME..BUT I MIGHT NOT BE VERY FOCUS...ON BOTH WORK AND STUDIES..I HAVE TO CHOOSE...
DEFINITELY I CHOOSE TO WORK..REALLY PRAY THAT GOD OPEN A WAY WHERE FINANCIAL I AM OK AND I CAN CONTINUE MY MASTER...
WORKING IS NOT BAD...I GUESS I WOULDN'T BE SELFISH ENOUGH TO CONTINUE MY STUDIES..I AM NOT SELFISH....
YA...IS TIME FOR ME TO PROVIDE..
**GOD WILL MAKE A WAY WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WAY....