我要回家了。。

家。。。我来了。。。星期五我就要回家了。。

想到都就开心。。笑到见牙不见眼。。

我要烧一些好菜给我弟弟们吃。。想烘一些蛋糕。。。

虽然我的功夫还不够好。。

不过还算能吃得下肚子。。

有时我弟弟还说好吃。。

都不知道是骗我还是要讨好我。。

不过我知道他们想吃的是我的心意。。

虽然我时常回家。。不过。。我还是很想家。。

我都希望我能做一些饭菜给我的弟弟。。。

这就是一个个姐姐的小小心意。。。

I ASSESSED AND CALCULATED...

WOW...CAN'T BELIEVE.. UNBELIEVABLE...

WHY I ASSESSED THIS GUY...?

I EVEN FORCED MYSELF TO ASSESSED HIM...

BASED ON HIS QUALIFICATION..I DON'T HAVE TO ASSESS HIM BECAUSE HE HAD FAILED THE FIRST QUALITY...

BUT I IGNORED IGNORED..AND KEPT CALCULATED AND CALCULATED...

HE IS KINDA GOOD AND HAS GOOD QUALITIES OF A MAN.....HAHAHA.....

WHAT HAPPENED ACTUALLY?

ADMIRE HIM....I GUESS...

NOT MORE THAN THAT...NEVER

HOPE THAT SOMEONE WILL TREASURE THIS SPECIAL

JEWEL.....

YOU ARE WHAT I THOUGHT OF...

WHEN I WAS SO SO DOWN, YOU ARE THE ONE I THOUGHT OF BESIDE THE LORD...

MY HOME.......

WHEN I WAS HOME, I NEVER FELT THAT MY HOME IS THE BEST....

WHEN I WAS TO LEAVE THE HOME, I REALIZED MY HOME WAS THE BEST SHELTER..

I GAINED FREEDOM IN IT, I LEARNED TO LOVE AND BEEN LOVED...

I CRIED I LAUGHED FREELY AT HOME...

WHEN I WAS SMALL, I USED TO FIGHT WITH MY BROTHERS AND HERE MY HOME, I LEARNED TO TOLERATE AND GIVE FROM HERE....

EVERY ANGLE OF MY HOUSE WAS IN THE MIND...

A HOME WITH LAUGHTER AND ALSO SORROW...BUT...I LOVE THAT...

MY BROTHERS CHEER UP THE HOME...AND ALL OF US PLAY OUR ROLE IN IT...

ALTHOUGH MY PARENT WERE NOT HOME..BUT I STILL FEEL IT IS FINE CAUSE IT IS MY HOME...THIS IS NOT ONLY MY HOME..BUT THE HOUSE OF LORD..LORD IS THE PROVIDER AND PROVIDE US WHAT WE DESIRE..WE JUST HAVE TO DELIGHT IN HIM...

ME AND MY FAMILY WILL PRAISE HIM TILL NO END....

这就是解答。。。

有时候我都会想，男女之间真的会有爱吗？

是。。不过那不是永恒的爱。。人人都说要嫁一个爱我们的人。。

是。。爱我的人。。不过这样真的太自私了。。

爱是很久忍耐，爱是没有惧怕只有信靠。。。

爱不是嫉妒。。。。我知道有一天我也会爱一个男人。。

不过我有一种强烈的感觉。。这份感情不是简单。。我终觉得我会爱上一个我不该爱的。。

希望这个人不会出现，提到生命的伴侣，我都很确定他一定要 是对的人如果有一天我真爱上我不该爱的，我不会争取而是放手。。我今天会爱我身边的人是因为我知道神先爱我，神说我们要爱人如己。。爱那些不爱的。。爱是解答

PART OF MY LIFE

IT'S HAD BEEN AN AGE I DIDN'T UPDATE MY BLOG,

TODAY I WROTE HERE AGAIN.

TODAY HAD BEEN A WONDERFUL DAY FOR ME,

ATTENDED THE CHILDREN WORKSHOP, SUNDAY SERVICE, I AM SO GLAD IT WAS SATURDAY,

I REALIZED THAT THIS FEW WEEKS HAD A BURDEN IN MY HEART..

NOT A BAD THINGS TO HAVE IT, BUT A GOOD ONE..

I LEARNED TO MINISTER TO PEOPLE, SPOKE TO THOSE NEEDED, ESPECIALLY THE ONE I REALLY HAVE THE HEART TO TAKE CARE OF..

I KNEW THE DAY I SAID YES TO THE LORD THAT I WILL REACH OUT TO HER..

I CARRIED HER IN MY LIFE.

SOMETIMES WE JUST CAN'T IGNORED THOSE BURDEN THAT GOD HAD GIVEN TO US,

JUST COMMIT AND WE WILL RECEIVE

I AM GOING TO BE A MISSIONARY...

I AM GOING TO REACH OUT TO THE POOR,

BY FAITH I KNOW I CAN,

BECAUSE THE LORD IS FAITHFUL,

I AM THE CLAY...I AM NOTHING AND I AM MOULT BY THE LORD AND I COMMIT MYSELF..FULLY

REFINE ME AND SET ME APART..