Thursday, March 21, 2013

WEIRD DREAM....

I MUST BE TOO STRESSED RECENTLY..
FEEL STRESS ALL THE TIME...
FEEL HUNGRY ALL THE TIME...
EVEN TUMMY CRAMP ALWAYS ALSO...
DREAM ALSO DREAMED SOMETHING WEIRD...
DREAM I GOT CAUGHT BY THIS BAD PEOPLE...
AND THE CUT MY BODY FLESH..AND I BLEED A LOT..
THANK GOD SOMEBODY CAME AND SAFE ME...
HAHAHAHA..WHAT A FUNNY ONE...


I MUST BE TOO TIRED ALREADY....
HAHAHA...TOO MUCH OF THINGS TO THINK ABOUT AND SETTLE...
BUT SOON IT WILL BE OVER...
SOMETIMES I KNOW WHY I AM THAT STRESSED..
I ALWAYS HAVE EXPECTATION FROM MYSELF...
AT LEAST I GOT A GOOD GRADE IN MY EXAM...IN MY WORKS...
I BLUFF IF I SAID I DUN EXPECT ANYTHING FROM MYSELF....
ALWAYS SAID NEVER MIND...
HAHAHA..I BLUFFED.. 


DISCUSSING WITH MY SUPERVISOR YESTERDAY...FOR THREE HOURS
DUN KNOW WHY I CHOSE HER FROM THE BEGINNING TO BE MY SUPERVISOR..
EVERYONE KNOW SHE IS SO COOL AND STRICT...
I GUESS I AM SO STRESSFUL ALSO BECAUSE I KNOW SHE WANTS EVERYTHING TO BE PERFECT...
BUT SHE IS SO KIND AND TEACH ME EVERYTHING THAT I DUNNO...AND TELL ME TO DO THIS AND THAT...
GOD ALWAYS GIVE THE BEST PEOPLE TO ME EVEN THEY ARE DIFFICULT PEOPLE...
HAHAHAHA...SOMETHING SORTED OUT...AND I AM PARTIALLY RELIEVED...
AT LEAST I SLEPT WELL LAST NIGHT...
WE LAUGHED WHEN WE ARE DISCUSSING...I GUESS SHE MUST THINK I AM A BIT FUNNY...HOWEVER THANK GOD FOR ALL THESE PEOPLE...

Monday, March 18, 2013

GIVE THANKS

STPM RELEASED TODAY...
THANK GOD..EVEN MY BROTHER NOT GETTING AN EXCELLENT RESULT BUT HE DID HIS PART TO..AT LEAST HE COMPLETED HIS PRE-U...
THANK GOD FOR SISTER KELLY..SHE GOT 4 FLAT...WOW..PRAISE GOD...
MY INDUSTRIAL TRAINING RESULT RELEASED TODAY TOO....
I GOT A 4 FLAT TOO...PRAISE GOD FOR THAT...
PRAISE GOD FOR MY LAST SEMESTER RESULT AND PRAY THAT GOD CONTINUE TO GRANT ME STRENGTH TO COMPLETE THIS SEMESTER PERFECTLY...
AND OPEN UP A GOOD CAREER FOR ME...
WHERE I CAN BOTH SERVING AND EARNING FOR THE SAME TIME...
THIS IS WHAT I ASKED...
I BELIEVE GOD WILL GRANT ME THE DESIRE OF MY HEART...
GOD, YOU KNOW THE DESIRE OF MY HEART...
I PRAY FOR A LECTURER POSE FOR IN THE UNIVERSITY AND A PART TIME MASTER AT THE SAME TIME...I KNOW IN YOU NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE....
I KNOW GOD YOU WILL OPEN UP A WAY AND BLESS ME FINANCIALLY WHERE I CAN SUPPORT MY BROTHERS'S STUDY AND WE HAVE NO LACKING...
I TRUST IN YOU MY LORD....

Monday, March 11, 2013

IT'S MORE THAN A DREAM

I NEVER GIVE UP MY DREAMS..
JUST HAVE TO BE MORE FOCUS...
I NEVER GIVING UP TO CONTINUE MY STUDIES..
TO DO MY MASTER AND PHD...IS ALWAYS MY DREAM...
BE A MISSIONARY IS ALWAYS MY DREAM...
LOOKING THROUGH USM'S POSTGRADUATES WEBSITE...
I FEEL A BIT SAD...THERE ARE A FEW COURSES I REALLY INTERESTED WITH...
BUT I DECIDED TO WORK SO I CAN SUPPLY TO THE FAMILY...
THINKING OF DOING PART TIME..BUT I MIGHT NOT BE VERY FOCUS...ON BOTH WORK AND STUDIES..I HAVE TO CHOOSE...
DEFINITELY I CHOOSE TO WORK..REALLY PRAY THAT GOD OPEN A WAY WHERE FINANCIAL I AM OK AND I CAN CONTINUE MY MASTER...
WORKING IS NOT BAD...I GUESS I WOULDN'T BE SELFISH ENOUGH TO CONTINUE MY STUDIES..I AM NOT SELFISH....
YA...IS TIME FOR ME TO PROVIDE..
**GOD WILL MAKE A WAY WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WAY....

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

THAT MOMENT。。

林于中唱咖啡麻醉不了孤单,李圣杰唱想用一杯latte把你灌醉。。
想说的是,咖啡真的麻醉不了孤单更不能把我灌醉。。
今天真的喝了太多咖啡因了,两杯茶,一杯香浓的咖啡。。真的很浓。。
有一点觉得不舒服的感觉。。
我知道这个感觉。。不过因为需要真的没办法。。。
不喜欢考试的心情。。
真的觉得不舒服。。胃很不舒服。。有点发冷的感觉。。
不敢睡。。因为怕我醒不来。。
怕我真的中毒了。。。读到一篇文章。。如果一天使用多过两克的咖啡因就有可能中毒而死。。
有点害怕我中毒。。不过我都知道喝了过后必须熬过那辛苦的一两个小时就可以。。
觉得最近真的有点不健康。。牙龈流和很多血。。胃时常不舒服。。
我看我真的要吃的健康睡的饱。。哈哈哈。。。不要在喝咖啡了。。
真的对我不好。。
刚才的不舒适,我朋友给我喝了一些胃药。。舒服一点了。。她说她也是一样。。咖啡真的很伤胃。。。感谢神我还活着。。

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Don't mess

TIME GOES ON AND ON,
PECULIAR. EVERYTHING TRANSFORMS SO FAST AND I CAN'T IDENTIFY SOME OF IT...
BUT I BELIEVE THERE IS A GOD WHO IS YESTERDAY, TODAY AND TOMORROW THE SAME..MY HEART THAT LOVE GOD WILL NEVER CHANGE..
HECTIC LIFE, CHAOTIC WORLD WHERE EVERYONE FIGHTING SO HARD TO WIN THE BATTLE..
WORLDLY PEOPLE NOT THINKING OF WINNING THE WAR,  BECAUSE THEY FOUND NOT  
ETERNAL..THE WAR I MEANT WAS ETERNAL LIFE...
PEOPLE TRY TO MESS UP EVERYTHING...
MY LIFE SOMEHOW REALLY TOUGH...
BUT I BELIEVE THOSE WHO PRESERVE UNDER TRIALS ARE BLESSED PEOPLE BECAUSE IT IS GOD'S PROMISES...
A QUESTIONS I ASKED TO MYSELF SOMETIMES...
HOW MANY DAYS I LEFT?
THERE IS ALWAYS AN ANSWER TO THIS QUESTION, GOD SAID..MY DEAR CHILD, DO NOT COUNT THE DAYS BUT YOUR BLESSINGS...
YA..I AM BLESSED...VERY  BLESSED...
THERE'RE PROBLEMS AROSE..ONE BY ONE..BUT I JUST GO THROUGH BY GOD'S GRACE AND MERCY...
NO PROBLEM TOO BIG FOR GOD...
THINGS A LITTLE BIT MESS UP..BUT GOD IS ALWAYS THERE TO REMIND...
TOO EXHAUSTED PAST  TWO WEEKS AND LETTING GO EVERYTHING...BACK HOME..
I REALLY THINK ABOUT IT AND SAT DOWN WITH MY BROTHERS AND ENCOURAGEMENT FROM LEE YEN...
EVERYTHING IS FINE NOW...A RIGHT LEADER IS VERY IMPORTANT...
PROUDLY TO TELL TODAY...I AM THE BEST....NO LONGER LOOKING DOWN ON MY OWN ABILITY...HOW PEOPLE LOOK AT ME IS NOT IMPORTANT...BUT HOW GOD SEE ME..THE ONLY THING MATTER..
DON'T MESS WITH THE BEST COS THE BEST DON'T MESS..... :-)