Thursday, November 17, 2011

PRAISE GOD!

HE IS WORTHY OF MY PRAISE...
GOD IS AMAZING...
HE KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT ME...
HE NEAR TO MY HEART BEAT...

I FELT MISERABLE THINKING OF TAKING LEAVE...
SO I PLANNED NOT TO SINCE MY FRIEND CAN SIGN FOR ME...CHEATING HAR???
A LOT OF ASSIGNMENT AND REPORT HAVE TO PASS UP BEFORE I AM ON LEAVE..
SO THIS WEEK SUPPOSE TO BE MISERABLE AND BUSY...
NOT EASY TO TAKE LEAVE...
HAVE TO GO TO EACH OF THE LECTURER AND LET THEM SIGN MY FORM...
AND RUMORS SPREADING AROUND: NEXT WEEK WILL BE SOCIOLOGY EXAM...
I AM ON LEAVE NEXT WEEK,HOW??
I WAS SO FRUSTRATING...
BUT I JUST COMMIT EVERYTHING TO GOD...
I TOLD GOD..I AM NOT GOING TO QUIT THE MISSION TRIP LAST MINUTE...
I AM NOT TOO..AND NOTHING CAN STOP YOUR WILL BE DONE...
GOD,PLEASE IF THIS IS YOUR WILL, LET YOUR WILL BE DONE...
JUST A VERY SIMPLE PRAYER I CRIED IN MY HEART...
GOD TAUGHT ME HOW TO DO...
I JUST TAKE A LEAVE FORM,
GET IT FILLED..WHEN COME TO THE COLUMN:REASON OF ABSENT....
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE....
STARE ON THAT COLUMN FOR QUITE A LONG TIME WHILE OTHERS WERE ALL FILLED...
MY FRIEND KEPT TELLING ME JUST WRITE YOUR BROTHER GETTING MARRIED...
I FELT THAT DOESN'T WORK...
I ASKED GOD..WHAT SHOULD I WRITE???
THEN I GOT A REPLIED: WHERE ARE YOU GOING THEN??
I ANSWERED: MISSION TRIP OF COS..
THEN I WRITE IT...
NEXT...THE TOUGHEST PART...
THE LECTURER ARE QUITE TROUBLESOME...
THERE'S THE MOST TROUBLESOME LECTURER..I WAITED FOR HIS CLASS TO FINISH SO HE CAN SIGN IT FOR ME...
BEFORE I DID THAT..I PRAYED IN MY HEART...LET NOT THIS BE AN OBSTACLE..
AS I ASKED HIS PERMISSION, HE ASKED WHY I WANT TO ON LEAVE..
I TOLD HIM I AM GOING MISSION..
HE ASKED BACK..TO CHINA???
I ANSWERED: NO..IN MALAYSIA...PAHANG...
I COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT HE SAID TO ME...
YOU HAVE TO BE CAREFUL,MUST TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF...
I WAS SHOCKED..THEN I WALKED OUT FROM THE CLASS...
FELT LIKE WANT TO JUMP AND PRAISE GOD...SING TO HIM...
MY GOD IS SO AMAZING!!
I STILL HAVE TO REMOVE ANOTHER OBSTACLE...THE SOCIOLOGY EXAM...
I WENT TO SEE THE LECTURER...
ON THE WAY TO THE ADMIN BUILDING,I JUST THINKING WHAT TO SAY TO MY LECTURER IF THE EXAM REALLY ON NEXT FRIDAY...
I HAVE EVERYTHING IN MY MIND...
HOPE SHE CAN LET ME TAKE IT AFTER I CAME BACK FROM MISSION...EVEN BEGGING HER ALSO NEVER MIND...
ONCE I COME OUT FROM THE LIFT OF 1ST FLOOR..I SAW HER...
I TOLD HER I WANT TO HAVE A TALK WITH HER...SHE ASKED WHAT'S MY PROBLEM...
I FORGOT EVERYTHING I WANT TO SAY...I JUST SAID I NEED HER SIGN BECAUSE I AM GOING OFF NEXT FRIDAY..THEN WITHOUT THINKING SHE JUST SIGN...
THEN I ASKED HER..HOW ABOUT EXAM NEXT WEEK??
SHE JUST SAID DON'T WORRY...AND I AM NOT SURE WHAT SHE SAID FOR THE LAST PART..SHE SEEMS IN RUSH....
BUT I AM SAFE ALREADY..EVEN THOUGH IF THERE'S EXAM...SHE ALREADY SIGNED MY FORM AND ALLOWED ME TO GO OFF...
ONCE AGAIN..I FELT LIKE KNEELING DOWN TO GOD...I AM TOTALLY SURRENDER TO YOU...YOU ARE AMAZING...

IN MY LAST POST, I DID MENTIONED I AM GOING TO BE VERY BUSY THIS WEEK..
IN FACTS I AM VERY VERY FREE....
MONDAY'S REPORT NEED NOT TO PASS UP THIS COMING MONDAY BUT NEXT MONDAY...
THERE'S NO CLASS ON WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY DUE TO OUR FACULTY WAS IN CHARGE IN THE NATIONAL DEBATE COMPETITION....SO NO CLASS..
NO CLASS= NO LAB=NO REPORTS!!!!
I REALLY REALLY REALLY SHOUT FOR JOY!!!
MY GOD,YOU 'RE AMAZING....WHAT YOU HAVE DONE IN MY LIFE...
I JUST WANT TO GIVE PRAISE TO YOU!!
NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND WHEN I SHARED THIS WITH THEM...
BUT I KNOW GOD KNOW HOW JOYFUL I AM...
THANK GOD FOR SOLVING ALL MY PROBLEMS...
AND GUIDING ME ALL THE WAY THROUGH...
THANK YOU,JESUS!!
I LOVE YOU,JESUS!

Sunday, November 13, 2011

THE PRICE THAT WORTH TO PAY

ONLY ONE PRICE I WILL NEVER EVER CAN PAY IT...
THAT WAS THE PRICE THAT JESUS DIED ON THE CROSS FOR EVERYONE OF US....
BUT I CAN PAY THE PRICE TO FOLLOW JESUS CHRIST...
BUT THERE'S NO REGRET TO PAY PRICE TO FOLLOW CHRIST...
I GUESS I WILL BE VERY BUSY THIS WEEK...
BECAUSE THE THINGS TO BE COMPLETE NEXT WEEK HAVE TO BE COMPLETE BY THIS WEEK...
I AM GOING FOR A MISSION TRIP NEXT WEEK SO I WILL NOT BE AROUND AND SO REPORTS STILL HAVE TO BE COMPLETE....
WHEN I LISTED DOWN THE THINGS I HAVE TO COMPLETE...
ALMOST FAINTED WHEN I SAW THAT...
IT'S TOO TOO MUCH....
BUT I KNOW I CAN DO IT...
I CAN JUST PRAY THAT THE INTERNET CONNECTION IS THERE FOR THIS WHOLE WEEK,
IF NOT I REALLY HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO FINISH IT...
WHAT'S THE WAY??STILL THINKING....HAHAHA
I BELIEVE THERE WILL BE A WAY...AND I CAN FINISH THIS....
LORD,PLEASE GRANT ME STRENGTH AND WISDOM TO DO THAT...
 THE LIST...
REPORTS:
2 DOWNSTREAM REPORTS
1 PLANT SCIENCE
2 BIOPROCESS
1 BIOINSTRUMENTAL
1 GENETIC ENGINEERING

ASSIGNMENT:
2 SOCIOLOGY ASSIGNMENTS

GROUP WORK:
1 EPP GROUP DISCUSSION.


Sunday, November 6, 2011

TAO

WOW..I GUESS TODAY WAS THE DAY I EAT THE MOST IN MY LIFE...
NEVER TRIED TO EAT SO MUCH BEFORE..AND I DID IT TODAY...
I THINK THE REST OF THE DAY I REALLY HAVE TO STARVE ALREADY...
ACTUALLY WANNA POST SOME PICTURE FOR AH PET TO SEE...
TAKE A FEW PICTURE ONLY...
ALREADY TRY MY BEST LIAO..




WE GO NEXT TIME K??

THE FOUR DIMENSION

A WONDERFUL WRITTEN BOOK BY DR.PAUL CHO YONGI...
I FINISHED THE BOOK IN ONE DAY TIME..
WHAT A FAITH LESSON I HAVE THROUGHOUT THE BOOK...
BOLDNESS AND COURAGE IS SO IMPORTANT...
THE MOST IMPORTANT,I UNDERSTAND HOW DREAMS AND VISION COME ABOUT..
AND HOW HOLY SPIRIT WORK....
EVEN,BIBLE HAVE ALL THE ANSWER FOR TODAY...
WORTH READING BOOK...


Saturday, November 5, 2011

够了。。

真的够了。。
不要在这样了。。
不可能就是不可能。。
一天比一天的谎言。。。
不觉得很残忍吗??
你继续的装什么都不知道吧。。
可能是最好的解脱。。
为什么还拥抱那一点的希望呢?
你看到了希望对吧?
希望不是也变绝望了吗?
你对自己太不公平了。。。
怎样你才能放弃呢??
让你看到事实的真相好不好?
就这样算了吧。。
既然没有人知道。。
就这样吧。。
很够了。。。

Thursday, November 3, 2011

BY THIS MOMENT....

MOMENT OF HELPLESS,
MOMENT OF RESTLESS,
BY THIS MOMENT I AM TOTALLY WEAK...

YESTERDAY WAS A TOUGH DAY FOR ME,
EXAM IN THE MORNING,
LAB IN THE AFTERNOON...
I AM SO TIRED...

TIREDNESS IS NOT THE MATTER I AM SO UPSET,
BUT SOME MATTER,
SOMETHING THAT REALLY MAKE ME FELT SO UPSET,
I TRIED TO UNDERSTAND BUT I STILL FELT IT...
I JUST LIED ON MY BED AND PUT ON THE HEADPHONE...
LISTENING TO THE SONG "经历你的大爱''AGAIN AND AGAIN...
I  JUST TURNED MY FACE OVER..
LET NOT PEOPLE SEE ME DROPPING TEARS...
SO RESTLESS AND SO TIRED....

INNER OF MY HEART CAN JUST CRY OUT TO GOD...
I JUST SAID I NEED YOU,
PROMPT YOUR WORDS TO ME AND YOUR COMFORT FALL ON ME...
I DON'T KNOW WHY I AM SO UPSET YESTERDAY...
I CAN SMILE IN FRONT OF THE PEOPLE BUT DO THEY KNOW MY HEART IS CRYING?
A LOTS OF WORDS UNSPOKEN,
SILENTNESS REMAIN IN ME...

BUT AFTER HALF AN HOURS LYING ON BED...
I NEVER KNOW THAT I SLEPT DURING THIS PERIOD..
BUT I STILL HAVE TO GOT UP AND GO TO THE LAB..
BY THAT TIME..
I FELT ALL MY BURDENS AND SADNESS WAS GONE...
AND I DON'T FELT TIRED AT ALL...
I REALIZED,GOD IS ALWAYS WITH ME..
HE NEVER LEAVE..BY THE MOMENT I NEED THE MOST HE IS HERE....