ALWAYS IN MY HEART

WE NEVER KNOW WHEN WE WILL GAIN,

AND WHEN TO LOSE....

IT'S MIGHT BE HURTING WHEN YOU LOST,

ESPECIALLY SOMETHING YOU VALUED...

ALWAYS IN MIND,

EVERY LOST MAKE US MORE APPRECIATE...

SOMETIMES I MIGHT LOOK HAPPY BUT,

SO DEEPLY HURTING AND BURDEN INSIDE MY HEART....

I CAN'T DO ANYTHING,

EXCEPT PRAYING FOR HEALING...

IT'S SO NOT EASY TO GROW IN MY FAMILY,

BUT I DID...

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SHARE HOW I FEEL SOMETIMES,

NOT ALL THE TIME I CAN SPEAK...

BY THE TIME MY DAD SAID HE WANTED TO DIVORCE WITH MY MOM,

I AM REALLY SPEECHLESS...

WHAT ROLE I AM PLAYING?

ENCOURAGING HIM NOT TO DIVORCE?

SUPPORTING HIS DECISION?

I GUESS THIS REALLY HURT ME SO MUCH,

MARRIAGE IS A GIFT FROM GOD TO MAN AND WOMAN...

IN THIS MATTER,

I JUST DO NOTHING AND SPEECHLESS,

LET GOD DO THE WORKS...

I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO...

BUT HOW IS THE THINGS GOING ON...

BOTH OF THEM WILL FOREVER IN MY HEART,

I WILL NOT FORSAKE MY MOM,

IF I HAVE THE FINANCIAL ABILITY I WILL SUPPORT,

AND I WILL STILL CARE FOR HER...

IT'S DOESN'T MATTER HOW PAIN AND HURT WAS THE PASS,

I ALREADY HEALED...

I ALREADY WALKED OUT FROM DARKNESS...