SOMETIMES I REALLY FEEL REGRETS...
I COULDN'T DO MUCH..
AND I REALLY MISS MY FATHER...
SOMETIMES I AM STILL EXPECTING MY PHONE RING AND MY DAD IS TALKING AVER THE PHONE...
BUT I KNOW THIS IS JUST WHAT I EXPECT AND IT NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN...
MY EYES START TO TURN RED WHEN I REALIZED I WILL NEVER SEE MY FATHER AGAIN...
HIDING UNDER THE BLANKET AND WEEP...
THE ONLY THING I CAN DO...I ONLY KNOW HOW TO WEEP...
YOU KNOW...I AM REALLY NOT GOING TO SEE MY FATHER AGAIN...
NO MORE HIS VOICE...NO MORE HIS LOVE AND NO MORE HIS ENCOURAGEMENT...
I REALLY FOUND OUT RECENTLY I REALLY LIKE TO CRY..SILENTLY...
SO MUCH THINGS I WILL LIKE TO SAY BUT IT USELESS ALREADY...
HE IS NOT ABLE TO HEAR THAT...
I am very very sorry...
ReplyDeleteJesus will give you strength and He will walk through everyday with you....
Eventually, when the rainbow appears, you will found that you had grew to be an independent and strong girl...
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~Jianzhou