DON'T EXIST

SOMEHOW I HOPE THIS DAY DOESN'T EXIST..BUT THE FACT IS..IT EXIST...
OH NO..IF THIS DAY IS TAKEN AWAY..AT LEAST I KNOW I HAVE MINUS A SAD DAY IN A YEAR...
BUT..IT WILL NEVER BEEN AWAY...
WHY IT IS EXAM ALWAYS HAVE TO FALL ON THIS WEEK?
WHY IT IS I HAVE NO GREAT BIRTHDAY SONG??
WHY IT IS I HAVE NO FAMILY WITH ME ON THIS DAY??
WHY IT IS I HAVE NO....AND STILL WHY IT IS??
SO MANY...JUST FORGET ABOUT IT...
SOMETIMES I TELL MY SELF NEVER MIND...WHAT SO GREAT ABOUT THIS DAY??
YA, NOTHING GREAT RIGHT??
IF I WAS SENT OUT ONE DAY FOR MISSION, I WILL TOTALLY DELETE THIS DAY IN MY LIFE...BUT BUT BUT..AT LEAST BEFORE I GO I HAVE A GREAT ONE...
HOW GREAT THE ADVANCE BE AND HOW GREAT THE BELATED BE..IT WILL NEVER GREATER THAN THIS DAY...
HOW GREAT PEOPLE CAN PLAN TO CELEBRATE THIS DAY FOR YOU BUT NOT ON EXAM PERIOD,
NOT ON THE TIME YOU ARE  FAR AWAY,
AND NOT AS A PART OF THE FAMILY...
THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN...
SO SO SO, I TOLD MYSELF JUST FORGET ABOUT IT...
BUT I ALWAYS HOPE I CAN WISH FOR SOMETHING....
A SILLY WISH THAT WILL NEVER NEVER NEVER BECOME TRUE..
CAN MY DAD COME BACK TO LIVE??
OH GOSH....I STOP HERE IF NOT MY TEARS WILL DROP NON-STOP...
HAHAHAHHAHA..(SO FAKE*)