这就是解答。。。

有时候我都会想，男女之间真的会有爱吗？

是。。不过那不是永恒的爱。。人人都说要嫁一个爱我们的人。。

是。。爱我的人。。不过这样真的太自私了。。

爱是很久忍耐，爱是没有惧怕只有信靠。。。

爱不是嫉妒。。。。我知道有一天我也会爱一个男人。。

不过我有一种强烈的感觉。。这份感情不是简单。。我终觉得我会爱上一个我不该爱的。。

希望这个人不会出现，提到生命的伴侣，我都很确定他一定要 是对的人如果有一天我真爱上我不该爱的，我不会争取而是放手。。我今天会爱我身边的人是因为我知道神先爱我，神说我们要爱人如己。。爱那些不爱的。。爱是解答

PART OF MY LIFE

IT'S HAD BEEN AN AGE I DIDN'T UPDATE MY BLOG,

TODAY I WROTE HERE AGAIN.

TODAY HAD BEEN A WONDERFUL DAY FOR ME,

ATTENDED THE CHILDREN WORKSHOP, SUNDAY SERVICE, I AM SO GLAD IT WAS SATURDAY,

I REALIZED THAT THIS FEW WEEKS HAD A BURDEN IN MY HEART..

NOT A BAD THINGS TO HAVE IT, BUT A GOOD ONE..

I LEARNED TO MINISTER TO PEOPLE, SPOKE TO THOSE NEEDED, ESPECIALLY THE ONE I REALLY HAVE THE HEART TO TAKE CARE OF..

I KNEW THE DAY I SAID YES TO THE LORD THAT I WILL REACH OUT TO HER..

I CARRIED HER IN MY LIFE.

SOMETIMES WE JUST CAN'T IGNORED THOSE BURDEN THAT GOD HAD GIVEN TO US,

JUST COMMIT AND WE WILL RECEIVE

I AM GOING TO BE A MISSIONARY...

I AM GOING TO REACH OUT TO THE POOR,

BY FAITH I KNOW I CAN,

BECAUSE THE LORD IS FAITHFUL,

I AM THE CLAY...I AM NOTHING AND I AM MOULT BY THE LORD AND I COMMIT MYSELF..FULLY

REFINE ME AND SET ME APART..

AIMST LIFE

I AM HERE AGAIN...

THE LIFE STILL THE SAME..

I MISS MY BROTHERS...

I MISS MY HOME..

STAYED WITH MY TM, SY , AND QM AGAIN..

VERY HAPPY...

BUT..JUST BUT...

WHEN I SAW HIM AGAIN..HAD AN INDESCRIBABLE FEELING,

HAPPY?UNHAPPY? INDESCRIBABLE...

JUST FELT IT NO LONGER THE SAME?

WHAT IS THE DIFFERENT?

NOT SURE...

HOPE HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE..JUST FINEAM HERE AGAIN...

THE LIFE STILL THE SAME..

I MISS MY BROTHERS...

I MISS MY HOME..

STAYED WITH MY TM, SY , AND QM AGAIN..

VERY HAPPY...

BUT..JUST BUT...

WHEN I SAW HIM AGAIN..HAD AN INDESCRIBABLE FEELING,

HAPPY?UNHAPPY? INDESCRIBABLE...

JUST FELT IT NO LONGER THE SAME?

WHAT IS THE DIFFERENT?

NOT SURE...

HOPE HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE..JUST FINE

JUST FEEL IT WITH MY HEART...

I REALLY FELT LIKE I HAVE LESS FRIEND NOWADAYS...

SOMETIMES FELT LIKE NOT GOING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS....

IN FRONT OF THEM I FELT I AM SO 'SMALL'...

BUT I KNOW THAT THERE ARE STILL TRUE FRIENDS...

I REALLY APPRECIATE THIS GROUP OF FRIEND....

I REALLY WANT TO LOVE GOD WITH ALL MY MIND,HEART AND SOUL....

BUT..I LOST A LOT OF THINGS IN THIS WORLD...

TILL I GOT A MESSAGE THIS MORNING...

I AM REALLY GLAD AND FELT FORTUNATE BECAUSE GOD SO LOVED ME..

HE CHOSEN ME TO SERVE HIM AND NOT MY RESPONSIBILITIES TO SERVE...

HAHAHA...I AM GLAD...THE WORLD AND IT DESIRES PASSED AWAY..YES...

BUT THE MAN WHO DOES GOD'S WILL HAVE ETERNAL...AMEN...GOD ALWAYS PUT

TOUCH IN MY HEART...TO SHARE WITH PEOPLE..

I SHARED WITH MY FRIENDS LAST NIGHT AND SHE TOLD ME A LOT OF THINGS...

AND I TRIED MY BEST TO EXPLAIN AND SHE SAID TO ME THAT I BECAME MATURED...

HAHAHA...HOPE I CAN SHINE BRIGHTER..

DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING HERE....

I CAN'T SLEEP EVERY NIGHT..

NO WORRIES...JUST CANNOT SLEEP..

HAD COFFEE AT MACD JUST NOW WITH..CALVIN ONG, PETRA HEE, BORIS DING, ANGELINE LING, CHIN WEI,MAVIS AND THE LOVELY COUPLE BROTHER YU AND BE TIN..

HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY...

GOT MY NEW PHONE,

ATTENDED TWO GUITAR CLASS..

FUN AND LEARNED A LOT...

IT'S 3.36 IN THE MORNING NOW...

DUNNO WHAT TO DO...

SOMETIMES I FELT THAT..

THE NEARER I DRAW MYSELF TO GOD,

THE LESS FRIEND I HAVE...

JUST ...FELT TO SPEAK LOTS OF THINGS...

BUT SPEECHLESS AS A CONCLUSION