Thursday, May 5, 2011

错的人

        错的人
        明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
但我相信有点可能
可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨 



听到这首歌,觉得会是很多人都喜欢听,
因为里面的词,符合有些人对待爱情的看法,
不过我觉,歌词很自私,跟我的看法相反。
可能歌名取得对,
真的有很多,明知道那人是错的人,依然往里面挤。。
别人的·劝告都不听,就因为你爱他,都是把自己的幸福看得那么轻微,
幸福是一辈子的,付上的代价不是随随便便,
爱是两个人的事,如果爱只是口头上而已,连真心都不能给,不只可笑,我还觉得可恶。
如果没有真心,没有责任,你口里的爱,你觉得有价值吗?你有资格说你爱吗?
很多人觉得,喜欢就在一起,不喜欢就分开,我很不喜欢听到这一句,
爱的太真,太容易让自己牺牲?
爱有分真不真?爱就是无限的,爱就是牺牲,爱不怕受伤,爱不怕拖累,爱就是付出,
有很多人觉得爱不应该有责任,我说责任就就是你爱的表达。。。
其实没有错的人,在爱里没有谁对谁错,谁对不起谁,
只有谁没有珍惜谁,
我相信永恒,因为在主里面我有永恒的生命。。。
大家就试着奋不顾身选着那错的爱,就因为不想有任何的悔恨,
那伤害不是每一人都能够承受。。。
一点点的可能都不愿放弃,换我,知道是不对的人,虽然喜欢,我也让这喜欢永远的埋藏,因为要的是对的人。。。

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

NOTHING BETTER THAN THIS

WENT TO BOOKSTORE YESTERDAY,
I REALLY LOVE GOING BOOKSTORE,
BOOKS IS THE BEST GIFT I CAN GIVE TO MYSELF,
RICK WARREN, THE AUTHOR OF ''THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE'',THIS BOOK VERY INSPIRING ME,
IT WAS A GIFT FROM MY FORMER SECONDARY SCHOOL TEACHER,
I NEVER THOUGHT I WILL RECEIVE SUCH A BLESSING,
ANOTHER BOOK OF HIM, GOD'S POWER TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE
THERE ARE STILL LOTS OF BOOK TO BE BRING HOME,
I COULDN'T WAIT FOR HOLIDAY,
IT'S NOT A HOLIDAY FOR ME,
BUT GOING TO BE A SERVING AND LEARNING MONTHS FOR ME....


MY HOLIDAY HAVEN'T STARTED ,MY NAME ALREADY ON THE DUTY ROOSTER.
I WAS TOLD TO JOIN A CAMP TO BE IN CHARGE IN THEIR CHILDREN MINISTRY,
I WAS ASK TO HELP UP IN ORGANIZING THE ''YOUTH ALPHA'' PROGRAM END OF THIS MONTH,
I WAS ASK TO PRAY AND THINK FOR THE THEME AS WELL AS THE ACTIVITY THAT WILL BE GOING ON FOR THE CHILDREN CAMP(MANAGING ALMOST 80 KIDS,AND MEET THEIR NEEDS IS NOT EASY AT ALL),
MY LEADERS ARE SO EFFICIENT,NEVER MISS OUT TO USE MAN POWER,
HAHAHAHA,COULDN'T IMAGINE HOW COMMITTED I HAVE TO BE,
MORNING PRAYER, VISITATION, OUT-REACHED AREA MINISTRY, SERVICES IN CHURCH AND SO ON....
A LOT FOR ME TO LEARN FROM THE LEADERS AND PASTOR....
NO WORRRRRRRIIIIIIIEEEEEEEESSSSSS!!!!!
I KNOW I CAN DO ALL THIS IN HIM WHO GIVE ME STRENGTH...

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

GHEE CAKE

TRIED TO BAKE CAKE,
WANNA BAKE SOME EASY CAKE LIKE BUTTER CAKE,
AT LAST I SUBSTITUTED BUTTER WITH GHEE...
SMELL GOOD....
HAHAHA..TASTE OK TOO, BUT A BIT DRY...
NOT TOO SWEET...CAN BE IMPROVE...

Monday, May 2, 2011

喜欢这样

回家真好,
真的很自由,
一早就跟凯莉,凯欣,欣慧和MAVIS去吃早餐。。。
跟觉得舒服的人在一起,真的什么都可以聊,
大大声的笑。。。
过后他们来我家打游戏机,
大家就玩得很开心。。
看到我弟弟也越来越独立,
洗衣机坏了,他们还自己洗衣,吃后还自己洗碗。。
我就看到他们很多衣没有烫,
就帮了他们,就喜欢做这些小事。。
真的很喜欢这样,有真心的朋友,温暖的家!!

BULLET TRAIN

3 DAYS THE ROCK CHURCH'S CAMP ALREADY OVER...
UNCLE YEN CHYE...SHOULD CALL HIM JOSHUA AND HE DOESN'T LOOK OLD...
UNCLE IS JUST A RESPECT BUT CALLED HIM BY UNCLE SEEMS DOESN'T SUIT HIM...
HAHAHA..ENJOYED THE CAMP...

THROUGH THIS CAMP,
I LEARNED A LOT...
HOW TO COMMIT IN BUILDING A RELATIONSHIP,
HOW TO HAVE LOVE OF HAMBURGER,
AND HOW TO LOVE EACH OTHER....

THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME I WAS TOLD THAT I WAS LIKE A BULLET TRAIN,
WHEN EVERY TIME, DR. KEVIN WANTED TO PRAY FOR ME,
HE'LL SEE A BULLET TRAIN,
HE TOLD ME,I AM A BLESSING TO THEM,
I AM A MULTIPURPOSE,
I AM A TALENTED PERSON.....
I AM WELL-TRAINED TO BLESS THE CHURCH...
I HAVE THE POWER BEYOND PEOPLE AROUND ME,
WHAT I CAN DO OTHERS MIGHT NOT ABLE TO,
I HAVE THE SENSITIVITY THAT OTHERS MIGHT NOT HAVE...
BUT BULLET TRAIN TRAVEL MUCH MORE FASTER THAN NORMAL TRAIN,
BULLET TRAIN EASILY GET OUT OF TRACK IF IT IS NOT FOCUSING ON THE RIGHT PATH,
SO I HAVE TO FOCUS ON GOD ALONE....
YES, I MUST....

I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO BOTH LEE YEN AND DR.KEVIN,
BOTH OF THEM ARE GREAT LEADERS,
ACTUALLY YOU ALL BLESS ME SO MUCH,
YOU TWO MAKE ME A MULTIPURPOSE PERSON,YOU THOUGHT ME A LOT OF THINGS,
AND YOU BUILD UP MY CHARACTER....
I AM NOT TALENTED,BUT ALL MY ABILITY ARE GIFTS FROM GOD,
I AM WELL-TRAINED BY BOTH OF YOU....
YOU TWO ARE THE ONE WHO PREPARED ME TO CATCH MY VISION,
WHAT AM I TODAY,WAS WHAT GOD WANNA ME TO HAVE,
I ASK FOR MORE ANOINTING UPON ME,
SO I CAN LEAD PEOPLE TO GOD AND MINISTER TO THEM AND ALSO BLESS THEM...
HOPE I CAN CONTINUE TO BE A BLESSING...