IT'S MORE THAN A DREAM

I NEVER GIVE UP MY DREAMS..
JUST HAVE TO BE MORE FOCUS...
I NEVER GIVING UP TO CONTINUE MY STUDIES..
TO DO MY MASTER AND PHD...IS ALWAYS MY DREAM...
BE A MISSIONARY IS ALWAYS MY DREAM...
LOOKING THROUGH USM'S POSTGRADUATES WEBSITE...
I FEEL A BIT SAD...THERE ARE A FEW COURSES I REALLY INTERESTED WITH...
BUT I DECIDED TO WORK SO I CAN SUPPLY TO THE FAMILY...
THINKING OF DOING PART TIME..BUT I MIGHT NOT BE VERY FOCUS...ON BOTH WORK AND STUDIES..I HAVE TO CHOOSE...
DEFINITELY I CHOOSE TO WORK..REALLY PRAY THAT GOD OPEN A WAY WHERE FINANCIAL I AM OK AND I CAN CONTINUE MY MASTER...
WORKING IS NOT BAD...I GUESS I WOULDN'T BE SELFISH ENOUGH TO CONTINUE MY STUDIES..I AM NOT SELFISH....
YA...IS TIME FOR ME TO PROVIDE..
**GOD WILL MAKE A WAY WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WAY....

THAT MOMENT。。

林于中唱咖啡麻醉不了孤单，李圣杰唱想用一杯latte把你灌醉。。

想说的是，咖啡真的麻醉不了孤单更不能把我灌醉。。

今天真的喝了太多咖啡因了，两杯茶，一杯香浓的咖啡。。真的很浓。。

有一点觉得不舒服的感觉。。

我知道这个感觉。。不过因为需要真的没办法。。。

不喜欢考试的心情。。

真的觉得不舒服。。胃很不舒服。。有点发冷的感觉。。

不敢睡。。因为怕我醒不来。。

怕我真的中毒了。。。读到一篇文章。。如果一天使用多过两克的咖啡因就有可能中毒而死。。

有点害怕我中毒。。不过我都知道喝了过后必须熬过那辛苦的一两个小时就可以。。

觉得最近真的有点不健康。。牙龈流和很多血。。胃时常不舒服。。

我看我真的要吃的健康睡的饱。。哈哈哈。。。不要在喝咖啡了。。

真的对我不好。。

刚才的不舒适，我朋友给我喝了一些胃药。。舒服一点了。。她说她也是一样。。咖啡真的很伤胃。。。感谢神我还活着。。

Don't mess

TIME GOES ON AND ON,
PECULIAR. EVERYTHING TRANSFORMS SO FAST AND I CAN'T IDENTIFY SOME OF IT...
BUT I BELIEVE THERE IS A GOD WHO IS YESTERDAY, TODAY AND TOMORROW THE SAME..MY HEART THAT LOVE GOD WILL NEVER CHANGE..
HECTIC LIFE, CHAOTIC WORLD WHERE EVERYONE FIGHTING SO HARD TO WIN THE BATTLE..
WORLDLY PEOPLE NOT THINKING OF WINNING THE WAR,  BECAUSE THEY FOUND NOT  
ETERNAL..THE WAR I MEANT WAS ETERNAL LIFE...
PEOPLE TRY TO MESS UP EVERYTHING...
MY LIFE SOMEHOW REALLY TOUGH...
BUT I BELIEVE THOSE WHO PRESERVE UNDER TRIALS ARE BLESSED PEOPLE BECAUSE IT IS GOD'S PROMISES...
A QUESTIONS I ASKED TO MYSELF SOMETIMES...
HOW MANY DAYS I LEFT?
THERE IS ALWAYS AN ANSWER TO THIS QUESTION, GOD SAID..MY DEAR CHILD, DO NOT COUNT THE DAYS BUT YOUR BLESSINGS...
YA..I AM BLESSED...VERY  BLESSED...
THERE'RE PROBLEMS AROSE..ONE BY ONE..BUT I JUST GO THROUGH BY GOD'S GRACE AND MERCY...
NO PROBLEM TOO BIG FOR GOD...
THINGS A LITTLE BIT MESS UP..BUT GOD IS ALWAYS THERE TO REMIND...
TOO EXHAUSTED PAST  TWO WEEKS AND LETTING GO EVERYTHING...BACK HOME..
I REALLY THINK ABOUT IT AND SAT DOWN WITH MY BROTHERS AND ENCOURAGEMENT FROM LEE YEN...
EVERYTHING IS FINE NOW...A RIGHT LEADER IS VERY IMPORTANT...
PROUDLY TO TELL TODAY...I AM THE BEST....NO LONGER LOOKING DOWN ON MY OWN ABILITY...HOW PEOPLE LOOK AT ME IS NOT IMPORTANT...BUT HOW GOD SEE ME..THE ONLY THING MATTER..
DON'T MESS WITH THE BEST COS THE BEST DON'T MESS..... :-)

Live to the fullest

I STARTED TO ENJOY LIFE..

NOT BECAUSE SOMEBODY WALKED INTO MY LIFE..HE IS PART OF IT...

BUT I ENJOYED THE TIME IN THE LAB...

ENJOYED THE TIME I SERVE AS A HEAD DEPARTMENT OF SUNDAY SCHOOL..

ENJOYED SINGING AND WORSHIPING GOD...

ENJOYED PREACHING...

ENJOYED MY LAST YEAR IN AIMST..

ENJOYED THE TIME I HAVE REBUILD MY SELF-DISCIPLINE...

I ENJOYED EVERYTHING..

THANK GOD FOR HIS GRACE AND MERCY...

THIS IS REALLY A CHALLENGING YEAR FOR ME...

I LOST 4 IMPORTANT PERSON IN NINE MONTHS...

CLOSE AND RELATED PEOPLE...

BUT THANK GOD..YOU LOVE THEM MORE THAN ME...

I BELIEVE THEY HAVE THEIR REWARDS...

I MISS THEM REALLY A LOT...

BUT THE SAME TIME I AM ENJOYING THE LIFE ON EARTH AND CONTINUE TO RUN THE RACE FOR GOD...

CONTINUE TO SHINE YOUR LIGHT...

CONTINUE TO FIGHT FOR LOST SOUL....

UNTIL THE DAY LORD YOU SAYS...

YOU HAVE FOUGHT THE GOOD FIGHT, YOU HAVE FINISHED THE RACE, YOU HAVE KEPT THE FAITH...AND HERE IS YOUR REWARD....

GOD's presence

COME HOLY SPIRIT,
YES, IT TALKED ABOUT GOD'S PRESENCE..
I ALWAYS TELL GOD..I NEED GOD'S PRESENCE..
I CAN FEEL THE PRESENCE..
EMMANUEL, GOD IS ALWAYS WITH US...
ALL THE TIME...EVERY HOURS, MINUTES AND SECONDS...
GOD IS HERE WITH ME...
I CAN FEEL YOUR PRESENCE..
WHEN EVERY TIME MY HEART BEAT SAID..GOD HELP ME PLEASE...
YOU SHOWED ME THE WAY..
HOW WONDERFUL IT IS..
HOW AMAZING YOU ARE GOD..
MY HEART CAN NEVER COMPREHEND...
CONTINUE LORD TO LEAD ME IN YOUR WAY...