RECIPROCATE YOUR LOVE....

I LOVE THE SONG ''GIVE THANKS'...
IT'S TALKED ABOUT GIVING THANKS WITH A GRATEFUL HEART...
YES,I WANT TO GIVE THANKS WITH A GRATEFUL HEART TO THE LORD...
HOW MUCH THE LORD LOVE ME...
SOMETIMES MY HEART CAN'T COMPREHEND HOW MUCH THE LORD LOVES ME...
BUT I KNOW HE LOVES ME MORE THAN OTHERS DO...
IN ANY CIRCUMSTANCES AND SITUATIONS HE ALWAYS LOVES ME...
I CAN FEEL IT EVERY SECONDS,
I FOUND FAVOR IN GOD'S EYE...
REALLY THANK GOD...EVERY WORRIES WERE TAKEN AWAY...
THE ONLY WAY OF RECIPROCATING YOUR LOVE IS BY LAYING MY LIFE ON THE ALTAR AND SERVE YOU WITH THIS LIFE....
I KNOW YOU HAVE A BIG PLAN AND PURPOSE IN ME...
THANK YOU BECAUSE I AM THE CHOSEN ONE...

WHAT'S ALL ABOUT...

ONE OF MY FRIEND POSTED SOMETHING ABOUT HIS LOVE...
HE SAID HE REALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS GIRL...
CONGRATULATION TO HIM...
BECAUSE I KNOW IT WAS NOT EASY TO FIND SOMEONE YOU REALLY LOVE...

IT'S ALL ABOUT.....
HE LOVE THIS GIRL,
AND THIS GIRL UNDERSTAND BUT SHE STILL STAND STOOD STILL..
BECAUSE SHE REALLY WANT TO MAKE SURE AND CONFIRM...
SHE TOLD THE GUY, DON'T LOVE HER BEFORE SHE MAKE SURE OF HER FEELINGS...
THE GUY SAID THAT IF THE GIRL SAID HE IS NOT THE ONE,
HE WILL ACCEPT THAT BECAUSE GOD IN CONTROL OF EVERYTHING....
BUT SINCE HE ALREADY LOVE THE GIRL,HE WILL TAKE TIME TO COME OUT IF SHE HAVE  TO LEAVE...BUT HE SAID HE WILL NEVER REGRET...
HE SAID HE WANTED TO CHANGE JUST BECAUSE OF THIS GIRL...
HE SAID HE WANT TO LOVE GOD MORE BECAUSE SHE SAW THIS GIRL LOVE GOD SO MUCH...
HE SAID HE WANT TO LOVE HIS FAMILY MORE JUST BECAUSE OF THIS GIRL...
AND THIS GIRL REPLIED...HE SHOULDN'T DO ALL THIS BECAUSE OF HER..BUT BECAUSE OF HIMSELF...

停留。。

不知道那是真的吗。。。

为什么这个时候出现呢？

看见你的改变。。

看见你的成熟。。

也看见了你的温柔。。

其实看你的眼睛。。我就知道你的心怎么想。。。

你说了你的想法。。

其实我也不知道以后会怎样。。。

就让神来决定。。

我给他时间。。

这段期间，就聆听。。停留。。。保持。。。

UNEXPRESSED LOVE

SOMETIMES I REALLY FEEL REGRETS...
I COULDN'T DO MUCH..
AND I REALLY MISS MY FATHER...
SOMETIMES I AM STILL EXPECTING MY PHONE RING AND MY DAD IS TALKING AVER THE PHONE...
BUT I KNOW THIS IS JUST WHAT I EXPECT AND IT NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN...
MY EYES START TO TURN RED WHEN I REALIZED I WILL NEVER SEE MY FATHER AGAIN...
HIDING UNDER THE BLANKET AND WEEP...
THE ONLY THING I CAN DO...I ONLY KNOW HOW TO WEEP...
YOU KNOW...I AM REALLY NOT GOING TO SEE MY FATHER AGAIN...
NO MORE HIS VOICE...NO MORE HIS LOVE AND NO MORE HIS ENCOURAGEMENT...
I REALLY FOUND OUT RECENTLY I REALLY LIKE TO CRY..SILENTLY...
SO MUCH THINGS I WILL LIKE TO SAY BUT IT USELESS ALREADY...
HE IS NOT ABLE TO HEAR THAT...

剩下的。。。

有时候一切来得真的很突然。。
那一刻。。你要往回都没有机会了。。
接到电话我爸爸在外国过世。。
那一刻我真的不知道怎么办。。。
我也只会哭。。哭了还是哭。。
回到家。。我也不知道怎么办好。。一整天我也不知道要说什么。。
就一直哭。。坚强的我去了哪里？
到了晚上。。我终于开始说话，痛哭。。。
我的牧师娘就把我抱在怀里。。。
我就说了一些话。。。我的爸爸还没看到我毕业，他还没看到我找到一个好的男人，我再也没有机会对他说话，他还没有看到我结婚。。我还说了很多。。
我看我的牧师娘真的是第一看过我有这样的时候。。。
她也哭了。。她也不知道要说什么。。。
等了一天又一天。。处理一切的东西。。等待遗体送回来。。
第二天我已经开始能够接受这事实。。
遗体被送回来的那一天。。。我的心跳。。也快要停了。。
看到躺在棺木里的爸爸。。
我真的需要接受这一切。。。
虽然到了今天我真的没事了。。。
不过我还是会偷偷的哭。。不想被人看见。。特别是我的弟弟们。。
也不需要别人来同情我。。真的不需要。。
现在剩下的只是回忆，还有我们几个。。
不过。。我们还是要尽心尽力的爱我们的天父。。
因为我们知道，一些东西我们失去了，不过更好的会归还给我们。。