IT IS NOW 4.22AM....WHAT I AM DOING HERE?

ALREADY TWO NIGHT..I AM STILL AWAKE AT THIS MOMENT.....

I AM NOT SURE WHAT IS BOTHERING ME?ANYTHING?

READ MY NOTES,BUT NOTHING GO IN....

SEARCH FOR SOME INFO..HOW I SEARCH ALSO I COULDN'T FIND WHAT I WANT....

WATCH DRAMA...THE DRAMA SEEMS DOESN'T ATTRACT ME.....

PLAY GAMES..NOT YET 10 MINUTES I SHUT IT OFF....

FELT LIKE WANT TO LISTEN TO SONGS...BUT I JUST SCROLL THE SONG LIST UP AND DOWN......

TRY TO PLAY GUITAR..BUT COULDN'T CATCH THE RHYTHM....

SO BLANK AND BLURR...WHAT HAPPENED ACTUALLY?WHAT IT IS?

I REALLY FELT SOMETHING HOLDING...THERE SHOULD BE SOME CHANGES?

THE SILENT MOMENT NOW MAKE MY HEART BEATS SOUND VISIBLE TO MY EARS....

IT FAST AND STRONG...

SOMEMORE...I DUNNO WHY THIS FELLA HAVE SOME KIND OF ACTION AND SAYINGS....

WHY HAR?I ALWAYS THOUGHT WE ARE FRIENDS THAT JOKES AROUND...

BUT HE TOLD ME SOMETHING VERY WEIRD....I PROMISES NOT TO TAKE IT IN HEART...BUT ..CAN I?HE MAKE ME STEP FEW STEP AWAY FROM HIM...

JUST HAVE SOME GAP BETTER...YOU ARE WRONG ON WHAT YOU FEEL....AND THAT IS JUST TEMPORARY....AND THAT IS NOT WHAT YOU THOUGHTS.....

I ALREADY USED TO HERE DY..BUT WHEN I FACING SOME PROBLEMS..MY HEART DRAW ME BACK TO HOME..WHERE I CAN TALK TO MY BRO....

GONNA USE THIS HOLIDAY DOING BAKING AND COOKING TO THE MAX....THREE TYPE OF CAKES IN A DAY? 5 DISHES?IT IS POSSIBLE? I GUESS SO..IF I REALLY WANNA DO IT...COS THEY ARE MY HOBBY MAR....