I REALIZED...

I DISCOVERED AT LEAST I AM A BIT BETTER.....

WHEN PEOPLE GUIDED ME TODAY,ALTHOUGH I DUN REALLY LIKE IT BECAUSE I THINK HE IS TOO CHOOSY WHERE I THINK WHAT I DO IT IS RIGHT....

BUT I STILL DID TILL HE SAID OK AND I REALIZED I DUN REALLY GET ANGRY OR IRRITATED...

AND LATER ON SOMETHING COMES INTO MY MIND...

I REMEMBERED DR.KEVIN SAID THIS,'TO BE A GOOD SHEPHERD,YOU HAVE TO BE A GOOD SHEEP'...

I SHOULD BE A GOOD FOLLOWER...THEN ONLY I CAN BE A LEADER...

BUT WHEN THE OTHER MEMBER STAND AT MY POSITION,

SHE GOT FRUSTRATED AND SHE SWEAR AT THE GUY USING THE WORD F**K,

THAT MOMENT,I REALIZED AT LEAST I DID BETTER AND HANDLE THIS SITUATION BETTER...

AT LEAST I HAVE ONE OF THE FRUIT OF SPIRIT NOW, THE PATIENCE

傘下

傘下　

詞 : 十 一 郎 曲 : 張 宇　

曾经一起撑着一把伞走过雨天，

可能那时的我们都想永远地走下去，

那是的手牵得那么直接，紧握着怕失去，

多么希望每天都是雨天，如果在这伞下的是你。

這場雨 會不會下不完
這一刻 最好能更緩慢
有些話就像 撐不開的傘
明明想靠近對方 卻出現一種阻擋
讓心慌張
你有我 沒有過的嚮往
我才會 一路苦苦追趕
我只有過往 卻沒有遠方
遲遲不放的癡狂 怎會在多年以後
變成這樣
我們在傘下如此執著凝望
愛與割捨來回碰撞
想牽手走不同的方向 是綑綁
我們在傘下準備失去對方
帶著了解 微笑和淚光

我會祝福你 傘外的世界 有一片蔚藍

一天一天的过去，发现雨天也不再来了，那在伞下的甜蜜，也不再一样了，

大家要走的方向不同，不过只有一把伞，

该时候是放手了，

想对你说的话，想给的温柔，就如这把撐不開的傘

既然不能像当初，就要准备失去对方。。。。
如今，一个人行，撑着伞走过雨天，就想起拥有过的甜蜜，

撑着伞走过雨天就如我对你的反应。。也代表着我现在的心情。。。

THE WORLD TODAY...

I JUST READ A BOOK FROM JOHN C.MAXWELL....
THIS SENTENCE ANSWERED MY DOUBTS ABOUT THE WORLD TODAY....
I may not able to change the world around me, but i can change the way i see the world within me

I SEE ALMOST EVERYTHING AS UNRIGHTEOUSNESS...
NOT DARE TO MISTAKES...AND KEEP GOD'S WORDS IN MY HEART SO THAT I DO NOT SIN AGAINST HIM...
WHEN I WAS SO DOWN ONLY GOD ALONE I SEEK...
HIS WORDS REMINDED ME AND LIFT ME UP AGAIN...
THOUSAND OF QUESTION I ASKED BUT NONE OF THEM ANSWERED...
OR I COULDN'T GET THE ANSWER I WANT...
AND ONLY JESUS IS THE ANSWER FOR THE WORLD TODAY...
SUDDENLY THE SONG THAT SUNDAY SCHOOL KIDS SING PLAYED IN MY MIND...

''JESUS IS THE ANSWER FOR THE WORLD TODAY,
ABOVE HIM THERE'S NO OTHER,JESUS IS THE WAY''

STARTING FROM TODAY I MIGHT NOT WANT TO SEE THE WORLD IN A SUCH A WAY,
I SHOULD SEE THAT GOD'S HAS HIS OWN PURPOSE CREATING THIS WORLD,
AND I JUST DO WHAT I CAN DO AND LET GOD DID THOSE I CAN'T....
我只要向着标杆直跑。。永不向后看。。。

就是这么突然。。

今天听到电视剧的女主角说：“我们分手吧，因为我不爱你了。”

听到这句，我就这么的突然想到我曾经对一个人说过。。

想起我真的觉得很抱歉。。

对不起，我知道你是看不到这一篇。。。

不是我不爱你或我根本就没爱过你。。。

而是我觉得放弃你会是对你最好你对待。。。

我们在一起也是那么的突然。。。

你的好，我很明白。。

我知道，我可以当你的女朋友的那一刻，我对你的伤害就开始了。。

不是我不爱你，是我不能。。。

我们根本就是两个世界的人。。。

你真的不是对的人。。。

你没有发觉每一次都是你在承诺吗？

我根本就没有许下任何承诺。。因为我不希望承诺成为我对你的债。。。

我没有办法还。。。

你说没关系我不爱你。。我知道你是很伤心。。不过现在不是很好吗？

真的希望你能找到真正的属于你世界的人。。

我记得有一次，我领袖的男朋友问我。。。

为什么你跟默默人没有在一起。。

他很好的一个男生。。。

又好看，又帅。。。

我记得我很诚实的回答他。。因为他不是神喜欢的。。

都过去一年多了。。也希望你找到你爱的。。

至于我。。。我还是会等候那对的人。。等不到的一天。。

我还是会一个人走在神的之旨意里。。。

我不会再让任何人受伤害。。

YUM YUMM YUMMY....

I SLEPT UNTIL ALMOST 12....

THEN MY NATHANIEL JUST SAT AT THE SOFA WHILE I WAS SLEEPING BESIDE THERE...A

CTUALLY I WOKE UP NINE SOMETHING BUT FALL ASLEEP A FEW MINUTES LATER...RAINING OUTSIDE..AND I GUESS HE IS HUNGRY...

BUT NICSON AND NASH WENT TO CHURCH...

SO I ASK NATHANIEL WHAT HE WANT TO EAT..

I PLANNED TO COOK THEIR LUNCH BUT I SLEEP TILL SO LATE AND I HAVENT BUY ANYTHING YET...I ASKED HIM WHETHER HE WANT TO EAT SPAGHETTI ,

HE

SAID OK...SO I COOKED FOR HIM..

WHILE I AM COOKING, NIC AND NASH WERE HOME..

NIC SAY HE DUN REALLY LIKE SPAGHETTI..

I KNOW HE DUN LIKE..BUT IT WAS NASH AND NIEL FAVORITE...

AND OUR HOUSE FULL OF DIFFERENT TYPE OF SPAGHETTI SAUCE....

AND SOUP....

AND WE ARE BEEF LOVER...SO I ADD IN SOME GROUND BEEF..

I GROU

DED IT MYSELF...HAHAHA

AND COME OUT....

THIS