3 THINGS I WANT IN LIFE....

THERE IS 3 THINGS I WANT IN MY LIFE....

FAITH...信

HOPE....望

LOVE.....爱

ONLY FAITH..I HAVE TRUST IN MYSELF, IN PEOPLE AND DO EVERYTHING IN A TRUSTWORTHY WAY. ALTHOUGH HAVING DOUBT, DOUBT FROM PEOPLE OR BY PEOPLE...I STILL WILL HAVE FAITH TO DO THE BEST. JUST TO GIVE THE BEST AND BELIEVE...

WITH HOPE, I MOVE...WITH THE FAITH I HAVE, I BELIEVE....WITH HOPE I KNOW I CAN DO IT...HOPE FOR THE BEST FROM MYSELF...HOPE THERE IS CHANGES IN MYSELF TO BE BETTER..THERE IS NO PERFECTION BUT THERE IS HOPE...HOPE BRINGS ACTION AND HOPE BRINGS HOPE AND MIRACLES...TOMORROW IS A HOPE...

THE GREATEST AMONG THIS THREE IS LOVE, LOVE OVERCOME EVERYTHING..LOVE OVERCOME HATRED, FEAR, JEALOUSY AND PROUD....LOVE IS PATIENT, KIND, TRUST AND DOES NOT BOAST...HOW BEAUTIFUL LOVE IS...LOVE IS NOT ABOUT RECEIVING ONLY BUT IT IS ABOUT GIVING...WHY LOVE REPRESENTED BY A HEART SHAPE? BECAUSE IT ALL STARTED FROM OUR HEART...LOVE WITH ALL OUR HEART,OUR MIND AND OUR SOUL...

我是我吗？

NAOMI LEE WAN NING , ARE YOU WHO YOU ARE....?

林婉宁， 你是你自己吗？

我真的很想好好的回答我自己这个问题。每一次我告诉人我会烹饪，我会烤饼和糕点，他人都会用一个很可疑的眼神看着我便对我说：‘‘你真的会吗，看不出。’’这到底什么意识?我真的看起来什么都不会吗?没关系，我知道我会就可以了。今天我的屋友叫我帮她切木瓜，她说我真的切得很好，他还说我不像是会。

人人都觉的我有很强的性格,我记得我的领袖告诉我我有一个领袖的性格，我有信心，信实，和带领的恩赐。不过为什么，我都觉得我很软弱？我有一朋友告诉我 ，他的妈妈对我影响非常深因为他妈妈觉得我说话很有信心，不过我为什么都觉得我说话没有能力呢？

真不知道自己是怎样的人。。。

I REALIZED...

I DISCOVERED AT LEAST I AM A BIT BETTER.....

WHEN PEOPLE GUIDED ME TODAY,ALTHOUGH I DUN REALLY LIKE IT BECAUSE I THINK HE IS TOO CHOOSY WHERE I THINK WHAT I DO IT IS RIGHT....

BUT I STILL DID TILL HE SAID OK AND I REALIZED I DUN REALLY GET ANGRY OR IRRITATED...

AND LATER ON SOMETHING COMES INTO MY MIND...

I REMEMBERED DR.KEVIN SAID THIS,'TO BE A GOOD SHEPHERD,YOU HAVE TO BE A GOOD SHEEP'...

I SHOULD BE A GOOD FOLLOWER...THEN ONLY I CAN BE A LEADER...

BUT WHEN THE OTHER MEMBER STAND AT MY POSITION,

SHE GOT FRUSTRATED AND SHE SWEAR AT THE GUY USING THE WORD F**K,

THAT MOMENT,I REALIZED AT LEAST I DID BETTER AND HANDLE THIS SITUATION BETTER...

AT LEAST I HAVE ONE OF THE FRUIT OF SPIRIT NOW, THE PATIENCE

傘下

傘下　

詞 : 十 一 郎 曲 : 張 宇　

曾经一起撑着一把伞走过雨天，

可能那时的我们都想永远地走下去，

那是的手牵得那么直接，紧握着怕失去，

多么希望每天都是雨天，如果在这伞下的是你。

這場雨 會不會下不完
這一刻 最好能更緩慢
有些話就像 撐不開的傘
明明想靠近對方 卻出現一種阻擋
讓心慌張
你有我 沒有過的嚮往
我才會 一路苦苦追趕
我只有過往 卻沒有遠方
遲遲不放的癡狂 怎會在多年以後
變成這樣
我們在傘下如此執著凝望
愛與割捨來回碰撞
想牽手走不同的方向 是綑綁
我們在傘下準備失去對方
帶著了解 微笑和淚光

我會祝福你 傘外的世界 有一片蔚藍

一天一天的过去，发现雨天也不再来了，那在伞下的甜蜜，也不再一样了，

大家要走的方向不同，不过只有一把伞，

该时候是放手了，

想对你说的话，想给的温柔，就如这把撐不開的傘

既然不能像当初，就要准备失去对方。。。。
如今，一个人行，撑着伞走过雨天，就想起拥有过的甜蜜，

撑着伞走过雨天就如我对你的反应。。也代表着我现在的心情。。。

THE WORLD TODAY...

I JUST READ A BOOK FROM JOHN C.MAXWELL....
THIS SENTENCE ANSWERED MY DOUBTS ABOUT THE WORLD TODAY....
I may not able to change the world around me, but i can change the way i see the world within me

I SEE ALMOST EVERYTHING AS UNRIGHTEOUSNESS...
NOT DARE TO MISTAKES...AND KEEP GOD'S WORDS IN MY HEART SO THAT I DO NOT SIN AGAINST HIM...
WHEN I WAS SO DOWN ONLY GOD ALONE I SEEK...
HIS WORDS REMINDED ME AND LIFT ME UP AGAIN...
THOUSAND OF QUESTION I ASKED BUT NONE OF THEM ANSWERED...
OR I COULDN'T GET THE ANSWER I WANT...
AND ONLY JESUS IS THE ANSWER FOR THE WORLD TODAY...
SUDDENLY THE SONG THAT SUNDAY SCHOOL KIDS SING PLAYED IN MY MIND...

''JESUS IS THE ANSWER FOR THE WORLD TODAY,
ABOVE HIM THERE'S NO OTHER,JESUS IS THE WAY''

STARTING FROM TODAY I MIGHT NOT WANT TO SEE THE WORLD IN A SUCH A WAY,
I SHOULD SEE THAT GOD'S HAS HIS OWN PURPOSE CREATING THIS WORLD,
AND I JUST DO WHAT I CAN DO AND LET GOD DID THOSE I CAN'T....
我只要向着标杆直跑。。永不向后看。。。