因你爱我

有些事我只想要对你说，因你比任何人都爱我。。

突然我觉得我很想哭，受委屈了吗？我不知道。。没有啊！！

软弱时好想躲在棉被里哭。。

主你说眼泪是宝贵的。。

我的心真的很有负担。。到底是什么呢？

主啊，向我启示。。让我看见这负担。。

总觉得，我该做些什么。。

求你保守我的心，我的思想！

很多事情，身边的人可能不能了解。。

不过我知道，主你没有一件你是不知道。。

真的只想安静的依偎你。。

我真的很渴慕你的同在。。

无论我去到哪里，我都不会惧怕因为神你与我同在。。

无论多么的艰难困苦，若你都扶持我，我一点也不害怕，

若我与他人的关系断绝也没关系，不过我不能与你没关系！

在我生命主你是唯一的爱，我知道主你很爱我，让我的心都融化了！

让我为主你来服侍这世界，谦卑的服侍！

我要感谢你，主！

学习的榜样

DAVID LIVINGSTONE....

WILLING TO PAY THE PRICE AND OBEDIENCE IS COSTLY TO YOU..REALLY WANTED BE LIKE HIM...A GOOD SERVANT AND HE IS A GOOD EXAMPLE FOR ME..HE TOO LOVED AFRICA TILL HE BURIED HIS HEART IN AFRICA AFTER HE DIED!!THIS IS WHAT HE SAID...

I AM A MISSIONARY,HEART AND SOUL. GOD HIMSELF HAD AN ONLY SON, AND HE WAS A MISSIONARY AND A PHYSICIAN.A POOR IMITATION I AM OR WISH TO BE, BUT IN THIS SERVICE I HOPE TO LIVE. IN IT I WISH TO DIE. I STILL PREFER POVERTY AND MISSION SERVICE TO RICHES AND EASE. THIS IS MY CHOICE..


WHEN I READ ABOUT THIS JUST NOW..
I WAS TOUCHED...YES I AM...
THIS IS WHAT I HOPE I CAN BE...\
ONE DAY, I HOPE I CAN BE LIKE HIM TOO...
PEOPLE MIGHT LAUGH WHEN I SHARE MY DREAMS...
BUT WHEN I SHARED IT WITH THE RIGHT ONE...
THEY ENCOURAGE ME TO MOVE ON...
DARE TO DREAM FOR THE LORD...

还是。。。

怎么突然他被提起？
我可以装什么都不知道，
还是被人指出来。。。哈哈
说到他很帅。。暂时使我们这里最帅的男人。。我觉得我弟弟形容得有点夸张。。
形容就好，不用把我扯进去啊。。
我真的有点不知道如何反应。。
我弟弟说，默默人是我看过在这里最帅的。。。
我姐姐曾经很喜欢他，他追过我姐姐。。。
我真的很想挖个洞撞进去。。
看得出我很心虚。。本来就是很心虚。。。
哈哈哈哈。。怎样都好。。都是过去。。哈哈哈哈哈。。。
在这里我可以笑得那么萧飒。。
他很帅啊，他还是很帅。。。

这世界真的现实吗？？？

我不否认这世界是现实，

就因为这世界是现实的，

住在里面的人也得是现实吗？

我不认同！！

钱虽然是重要，

重要在让你可以荣耀自己，

让你可以有更好的生活，

让你觉得骄傲，

让你觉得满足！！

你发现吗？？

你只能在外表的满足，

你的心还是依然摇摆不定，

你一直一直的寻找。。。

他们说:

这世界是现实的，特别是你出到社会，

人对你的眼观就在你的表面，

每次听到这句话，

我真的觉得现实的人很可怜，很愚拙！
这世界和他的情欲一切都会过去！

既然我们能够选择，

为什么我们要选择进入这现实的里面，

为什么不选择你与别人不一样，

不要活在这现实里，

可能你的不一样能够改变别人。

人真的越来越不懂爱，

都以为钱可以让人群往向你，

是‘爱’你。。

不过是你的钱。。。

若要我形容的话这个现实的世界，

我只可以说里面都是‘死人’

因为他们根本就不知道，

来到这个世界就是要贡献，

不是来拥有，让你自己得荣耀，

因为只有上帝配的一切的荣耀！！

若要我从这世界拿走一样东西，

可能我要把这现实拿走，

现实比任何东西都恐怖，

希望这世界可以更多一点点的爱，

都不怕被伤害！！

如何活在一个不现实的生活，只有看你，
你看中的是什么。。
你就会，
改变观念，价值观也会改变！

MOVING OUT

I THOUGHT SHE WAS JUST KIDING...

I MEAN MY FRIEND....

SHE ASKED ME WHETHER WANT TO MOVE OUT FROM THE HOSTEL...

IT HAPPENED TWO WEEKS AGO,

I JUST SAID I CAN THINK ABOUT IT....

BUT I DON'T EVEN THINK THAT....

SHE TOLD ME SHE WENT SURVEYED AROUND..

AND ASKING FOR THE PRICE ALREADY..

WHEN I REALLY THINK ABOUT IT,

IT'S KINDA GOOD IDEA TO MOVE OUT...

AND SAVE A LOT...

REALLY REALLY CAN THINK ABOUT IT.

STILL LOTS OF THINGS TO BE CONSIDER...

I WILL KEEP IT IN PRAYER AND WILL REALLY THINK ABOUT IT!!!

痛

我觉得啊，

我真的不知道什么叫痛了，

好事，好事，

今天我的额头不小心被羽毛球拍打到，

那一萨那，我真的觉得不痛，

过后有那么一点的痛！

我就对我自己说，还好没有流血，
感谢主！!

这一点的痛跟耶稣来比，

真的是没有什么，

提醒我，

耶稣所受的痛不是肉体上而已，

乃是祂的心，

众人不认他。

我今天学会了，我再也不怕痛了！

ONE PART

I RECEIVED A MESSAGE SAYING:

THANKS GOD FOR YOU,SOMEONE TO STAND BY AND WITH US.

WHEN I READ THIS I WANTED TO THANK GOD,BECAUSE I AM ONE PART OF THE BODY..

1 CORINTHIANS 12:27

Now you are the body of Christ, and each one of you is a part of it.

TOP PRIORITIES!!

I WAS ASKED TO SHARE ABOUT THE TOP 5 PRIORITIES IN MY LIFE!
WHEN I REALLY SAT DOWN AND THINK ABOUT IT...
HERE COME THE PRIORITIES IN MY LIFE!

1. GOD IS ALWAYS MY PRIORITY,NOTHING AND NO ONE ABOVE HIM.


2.MISSION STAND THE SECOND,BECAUSE SOUL ARE PRECIOUS IN THE EYES OF GOD. THE PEOPLE NEED GOD'S LOVE AND THEY NEED THE GOOD NEWS.


3.FAMILY WILL FILL IN THE THIRD PLACE.


4.MY STUDIES AND MY JOB IN FUTURE.


5.THE PEOPLE AND MY FRIENDS AROUND!

I AM HERE

I AM HERE, IN THE CHAOTIC WORLD TODAY.I CHOSE NOT TO ARGUE WITH PEOPLE WHEN EVERYONE,YES,ALMOST EVERYONE SAYS THAT THE PEOPLE ARE VERY MATERIALISTIC, THE PEOPLE ARE SO SELFISH, YOU HAVE TO LIVE JUST FOR YOURSELF. THE WORDS 'ME','I' AND 'MYSELF' APPEARED IN EVERY OF THE CONVERSATION. SOMEONE ADDED, THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO IF YOU DON'T HAVE MONEY. EVEN IF YOU WANT TO SHARE HAPPINESS WITH THE POOR, YOU HAVE TO HAVE MONEY. I REALIZED WHERE I AM DON'T REALLY MATTER, THE MATTER IS WHAT AM I HERE FOR.
I BELIEVE THERE IS A PURPOSE THAT I AM IN THE WORLD TODAY. I MIGHT NOT BE LIKE STEVE JOBS WHO BROUGHT THE THIRD APPLE TO THE WORLD, EVEN I MIGHT NOT BE LIKE BILL GATES WHO ARE THE RICHEST PERSON IN THE WORLD.ONE THING I HAVE TO TAKE IT IN MIND IS THAT, I AM HERE BECAUSE OF JESUS, THE ONE WHO LOVE  ME AND DIED FOR ME. I CAN NEVER COMPREHEND HIS GREAT LOVE FOR THE PEOPLE, BUT I KNEW, JESUS LOVES ME. I WOULD NEVER LET THE WORLD AND THE THINGS IN IT DRIVE MY LIFE BUT THE LOVE OF CHRIST. I AM HERE TO SHARE WITH PEOPLE, THE COMFORT, THE BOLDNESS AND COURAGE, THE FAITH AND HOPE AS WELL AS THE LOVE THAT CHRIST HAVE GIVEN TO ME. I HAD ALREADY TASTED THE SWEETNESS OF HIS LOVE, AND JUST WANT TO SHARE IT WITH PEOPLE. ENCOURAGEMENT MAKE CHANGES. DO NOT BLINDFOLD BY THE ABSURDITY AND THE IDIOTIC OF SATAN. HE IS TO DECEIVE AND LEAD US TO PERISH. RELY ON GOD, FEAR GOD AND LOVE GOD!!

HEAD SCRATCHING

AM I BUSY?
HUH??
I DON'T FEEL SO...
BUT WHEN I THINK OF THE THINGS I HAVE TO FINISH BY THIS WEEK,
STARTED SCRATCHING MY HEAD,
WHICH ONE SHOULD I START FIRST???
I GOT A TEST NEXT WEEK,
I JUST STUDY TWO CHAPTER,IF I AM SMART THEN SHOULD NOT BE A BIG PROBLEM!
THINGS I HAVE TO SETTLE BY THIS WEEK:
1.PREPARE SHARING FOR THE SUNDAY SCHOOL TEACHER,I WAS ASKED TO SHARE BUT I DON'T WHAT TO SHARE AT ALL.I HAVE TO SIT DOWN AND SEEK THE LORD,MAY THE HOLY SPIRIT SPEAK TO ME.


2.PREPARING SONG FOR NEXT WEEK,I AM SONG LEADING NEXT WEEK,STILL HAVE TO PREPARE ONE MORE SONG.AGAIN,HOLY SPIRIT PLEASE SPEAK TO ME!


3.I HAVEN'T PRACTICE MY TAMBOURINE YET,I AM TOO STRONG TO DANCE TAMBOURINE,IT IS A BIT SOFT FOR ME,I WILL TRY TO BE AS GENTLE AS I CAN..SUSAH LAH!


4.I STILL HAVEN'T SORT OUT THE SONG SHEETS,I THINK I WILL BROUGHT IT TO NEXT WEEK LA.

5.I HAVEN'T PRACTICE MY GUITAR YET,I THINK I HAVE TO SEND MY GUITAR FOR REPAIR FIRST...YA!HAVE TOO LOH!!


6.I HAVE TO STUDY FOR MY TEST!

BUT I THINK I AM ABLE TO DO IT,SINCE YESTERDAY I ALREADY STARTED TO LOOK UP WHAT TO SHARE,I THINK SHOULD BE NO PROBLEM!!ALL THE BEST TO ME!!!NOTHING I CANNOT DO,EXCEPT I CHOOSE NOT TO!WAHAHAHA!!

坚强

有时候，

我还是会掉眼泪，

这不代表我软弱，

掉眼泪，

为了表达我的心，

因为我真的感动了！

聊啊聊，

就聊到我的家人，

我真的爱我家的每一个人，

特别是我的爸爸，

没有父母在身边的孩子，

我们只好学会独立，

坚强，依靠彼此，

最重要是依靠神！！

不过我知道我是可以的，

没有东西可以难倒我，

不会让我自己受伤，

因为我知道，笑一笑没什么过不了，

神的爱，喜乐充满我的生命，

问题来了，

我都不担心，

因为我知道，担心也没用，只好交托，

我真的需要更加的勇敢，

开心的过每一天，

把生命的喜悦与人分享！

我是很坚强的女生，

我会勇敢的生活！

YEAH！！！！

GREAT DAY!!

WENT OUT WITH SIS.LEE YEN....

WE WENT TO SUNWAY CARNIVAL!!

HAVE KFC FOR SNACK,

THEN WE JUST SHOP AROUND....

 I JUST HELPED TO TAKE CARE OF KIRIATH AND CANAAN WHILE SHE DID HER SHOPPING,

NOTHING TO BUY,

BUT I TOLD HER I WANTED TO BUY SOMETHING....

SQUASH RACKET...

SO I ABLE TO GET ONE FOR MYSELF,

COST ME A LOT.

BUT WORTH LA.....

WE TALKED ALL THE WAY,

AND SHE TOLD ME ABOUT THE CHURCH,

AND SHE WAS RELIEVED THAT ME AND AUNTY YEN SUI TAKE OVER THE SUNDAY SCHOOL,

NOW I REALIZED,

LEE YEN AND KEVIN ARE NOT WORRYING ABOUT ME,

THEY KNOW I CAN COPE,

THEY KNOW BY THE MOMENT I CAN'T I WILL SEEK FOR HELP,

THEY KNOW I CAN GROW IN THE LORD,

THANK GOD FOR THEM...

WILL KEEP THEM AND THE ROCK CHURCH IN PRAYER!!

LORD,BLESS THEM!!!

WHAT A WORD-CHRIS MEDINA

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight


**LISTENING TO THIS SONG MORE THAN 10 TIMES,AND I DECIDED TO WRITE ABOUT IT.
I WROTE ABOUT IT BECAUSE IT REALLY TOUCHES ME.HE STILL STAY WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND WHILE SHE NEED THE MOST.ENCORE FOR HIM!! I SAW SOMETHING IN THIS VIDEO,THEY NEED A MIRACLE,AND THE WRITTEN WITH GOD EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.YES IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE FOR MEN BUT IN GOD EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.BECAUSE OF GOD'S LOVE,CHRIS ARE ABLE TO LOVE JULIANA AND NEVER LEAVE HER I REALIZED SOMETIMES WORDS AND PROMISES ARE JUST NOTHING. THE MOMENT I NEEDED THE MOST,SOMEONE IS HERE TO COMFORT,I HAVE THIS SOMEONE IN MY LIFE!GOD MY COMFORT AND SHELTER!THIS SONG REALLY EXPLAIN WHAT WE SHOULD DO...WHAT A WORD IF YOU DON'T REALLY MEAN IT. I REALLY MEANT WHAT I SAID.I SAID YOU ARE GOOD THEN YOU SHOULD BE GOOD. EVERYWHERE YOU GO I AM NEAR,THIS REALLY STRIKES ME.WORDS ARE JUT WORDS IF IT NOT PUT INTO ACTION.I DON'T REALLY NEED WORDS,BUT THE ACTION!ACTION ALWAYS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS!
I SEARCH WITHIN IS THERE SOMEONE IN MY LIFE REALLY FULFILL THIS? AND  I FOUND GOD IS THE ONLY ONE WHO ARE FOREVER WITH ME AND ALWAYS IN MY LIFE.I REALLY HOPE I CAN DID THE SAME THINGS TO ONE I LOVE IN FUTURE. IF I REALLY LOVE THIS PERSON,HE WILL ALWAYS BE MY PRIORITY BUT NOT ABOVE GOD. WHAT KIND OF GIRL I WILL BE IF I LEAVE YOU BY THE TIME YOU NEED ME THE MOST!!

VERY FUNNY

ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE ME....FUNNY

SOMETIMES COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT I AM DOING SOMETIMES..

TOTALLY CRAZZZZY...HAHAHAHA

YESTERDAY I WAS THINKING ABOUT WHO TO INTRODUCE TO MY FRIEND...

THOUGHT OF THE GIRL  IN MY CLASS...YA...THEY SEEMS MATCH....

SHE IS VERY PRETTY FOR ME NOT BECAUSE HER LOOK BUT HER PERSONALITY..

SO I TRY TO PLAN AND DO SOMETIMES SO MY FRIEND AND THIS GIRL CAN HAVE BREAKFAST TOGETHER....BEING A MATCHMAKER 

HIAK!HIAK!HIAK!.....

I AM SO NERVOUS FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT...

THINKING OF WHAT TO SAY....

BOTH OF THEM ARE GG....

GOOD GIRL AND GOOD GUY.....

MATCH RIGHT???

I ALSO THINK SO.....

HAHAHA....

BUT THERE WILL BE ANOTHER FRIEND AROUND...

WHAT HAPPEN IF THE GIRL LIKE THE OTHER ONE AND DUN LIKE THE GG?

EVERYTHING HAVE TO TAKE AS A CONSIDERATION....

HAHAHA....

I AM VERY EXCITED UNTIL I CANNOT SLEEP....

THIS MORNING,

YOU KNOW,SOMETIMES THINGS DOESN'T REALLY HAPPENED THE WAY YOU WANT....

NEVER MIND ,ALTHOUGH CANNOT HAVE BREAKFAST TOGETHER,

I WILL MAKE THE GG KNOW EACH OTHER....

NOW THEY KNOW EACH OTHER......

YEAHHHHH!!!!!!

SINCE BOTH GG PLAY SQUASH...

NEXT TIME,WE CAN GO TOGETHER...

AND I CAN ALWAYS PRAISING BOTH GG IN FRONT OF EACH OTHER....

THEN THEY WILL HAVE GOOD IMPRESSION ABOUT EACH OTHER....

WAHAHAHAHAHA....

HOW AMAZING TI IS....LET THE TWO HEARTS JOIN  TOGETHER...

BEAUTY IS AT THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER,

BEAUTY CATCH THE EYES BUT THE PERSONALITY CATCH THE HEART...

GATE AND FENCE

I STILL REMEMBER WHAT THE LORD TOLD ME...
I AM NOT STANDING IN THE MIDDLE BEING A FENCE...
BUT I AM A GATE...
THERE ARE LOTS OF PEOPLE OUTSIDE THE FENCE...
AND I AM THE GATE...
THIS PEOPLE ARE THOSE PEOPLE AROUND ME...
I REALIZED THIS...
WHEN  I TRIED TO OPEN UP THE GATE,
PEOPLE REALLY DO COME IN...
THANK YOU FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE...
I KNOW FOR SOMETIMES I CLOSED UP,I LOCK IT UP..
BECAUSE I AFRAID TO FACE IT...
SOMETIMES I REALLY LIKE TO GIVE...
BUT TO WHO??
PEOPLE SEEMS MORE THAN I HAVE...
WHAT I HAVE THEY DON'T REALLY NEED IT...
ONCE AGAIN TODAY,I LEARNED THE GIVING LESSON...
AND I AM ABLE TO SHARE GOD'S LOVE WITH PEOPLE...
I AM VERY HAPPY TO GIVE...
I ALWAYS HAVE A CONCEPT THAT PEOPLE AROUND ARE THOSE WHO LIVED COMFORTABLY..THEY DON'T REALLY NEED ANYTHING...
I DO REALIZED TOO...INNER HEART OF EVERYONE ARE EMPTY...
IF IT IS FILLED,PEOPLE WILL NOT WONDERING AROUND AND SEARCHING...
REPLACED IT WITH  MATERIALS..
IF IT IS FILLED, PEOPLE WILL NOT TRY TO FOLLOW THEIR LUST BUT THE RIGHTEOUS ONE...
 I AM BLESSED TODAY...
BECAUSE ONCE AGAIN BEING A OPEN GATE.

EYE CONTACT

如何知道我们有眼神上的接触？？

    因为我的眼看到你的眼。。

有时候，眼睛真的可以说话。

笑容有多么的甜，

眼神还是能透露你的心情，

一个回避的眼神，

证明我不想让你看到我的心。

一个深情的眼神，

想对你说，你真的是我心所爱。

我的眼神说出我的心！！

CAN I CATCH TO THAT SPEED???

SEEMS MOVING FAST...
VERY FAST...
KINDA STRESS RECENTLY...
AIYA...DON'T HAVE TO STRESS ACTUALLY....
TRYING VERY HARD TO PRACTICE ON THE GUITAR..
COULDN'T BELIEVE I AM ON DIFFERENT LEVEL ALREADY..
I KNOW IT IS NOT EASY...
BUT I AM TRYING VERY BEST....
I AM STILL A BULLET TRAIN???
AM I???
I HOPE SO....
I HAVE TO INCREASE MY SPEED BUT STILL TRAVELLING ON THE TRACK....
I AM ON THE RIGHT ROAD!!!YEAHHHH....
加油！！