Thursday, June 30, 2011

怎么解决?????

人迷失,寻找,再迷失。。。
为了金钱迷失,为了金钱而寻找。。
找着找着,得着了。。
当脚一直,什么也失去了。。
每天,人都为着明天或将来来打算。。
忘记了今天该做的。。
为了钱,可以积极的奔跑,
脚步停不下来。。失去的是那些来不及抓住的。。。
有钱的越来越有钱,没钱的越来越穷。。。
有钱的只看到钱而没看到背后的大洞。。。
大洞把有钱和没钱的人隔离了,没钱的人为钱也跌进大洞里。。。
没有人看见。。洞一天一天的大。。。
或许,钱真的可以买到快乐。。。
快乐是人所寻回来的,都有可能失去。。
钱买不到喜乐,因为喜乐是从内心里所发出来的。。。
拥有那么多的钱,可能可以换来人的认同和眼光,
不过人看到的不是你,而是你的钱。。
有钱又怎么样呢?没钱你又可以怎么样呢?
说到最后,人的快乐,痛苦都建立在钱上。。。
你知道吗?
你要的不只是快乐,而是喜乐,上帝就是喜乐的泉源。。。
你不要痛苦,上帝说凡劳苦重担的可以到他那里去。。
你要的是永不止息的爱,神说他就是爱,他先爱我们。。。
你不要羞辱,当耶稣死在十字架的那一刻,他一把我们的羞辱而挪开。。
你觉得你不配,你就上帝的宝贝。。你是配得。。

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

好笑的人

我认了。。
我是爱搞怪,
‘按这里’说我应该当律师,
说我的嘴巴太厉害了。。。
不知道是谁每天爱找我出招,每天找我讲话。。
我都还没出招她就认输了,因为她说我的一成工已经很够力!

我承认我是很爱偏台词,很爱演,
是啊,这些都是我很爱做的,
演没有听到,演肚子痛,演不三不四是我的专长。。
在营会演的,我自己再看我都笑,不是我而已,我们全部都是很爱演。。
有机会我真的要把那个片段播出来。。。


Monday, June 27, 2011

==’‘

我最近怎么啦?
脾气也不好,
很容易就生气,
受不了人家吵。。
特别是我弟弟耍脾气。。。
很想像MAVIS讲的。。吧两吧给他。。。
女人是善变啊。。借口
也很奇怪,我看过的戏我不会再看,
我看了《谈情说案》,喜欢里面那个KINGSLEY...
一个那么完美的男人。。。别想太多,
这个世界这种男人绝种了,

也不知道GORDON和NICKOLE,为什么有这种关系。。。
爱了也不承认,两个都是不想对爱负责。。乱七八糟。。

Saturday, June 25, 2011

ALWAYS IN MY HEART

WE NEVER KNOW WHEN WE WILL GAIN,
AND WHEN TO LOSE....
IT'S MIGHT BE HURTING WHEN YOU LOST,
ESPECIALLY SOMETHING YOU VALUED...
ALWAYS IN MIND,
EVERY LOST MAKE US MORE APPRECIATE...
SOMETIMES I MIGHT LOOK HAPPY BUT,
SO DEEPLY HURTING AND BURDEN INSIDE MY HEART....
I CAN'T DO ANYTHING,
EXCEPT PRAYING FOR HEALING...
IT'S SO NOT EASY TO GROW IN MY FAMILY,
BUT I DID...
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SHARE HOW I FEEL SOMETIMES,
NOT ALL THE TIME I CAN SPEAK...
BY THE TIME MY DAD SAID HE WANTED TO DIVORCE WITH MY MOM,
I AM REALLY SPEECHLESS...
WHAT ROLE I AM PLAYING?
ENCOURAGING HIM NOT TO DIVORCE?
SUPPORTING HIS DECISION?
I GUESS THIS REALLY HURT ME SO MUCH,
MARRIAGE IS A GIFT FROM GOD TO MAN AND WOMAN...
IN THIS MATTER,
I JUST DO NOTHING AND SPEECHLESS,
LET GOD DO THE WORKS...
I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO...
BUT HOW IS THE THINGS GOING ON...
BOTH OF THEM WILL FOREVER IN MY HEART,
I WILL NOT FORSAKE MY MOM,
IF I HAVE THE FINANCIAL ABILITY I WILL SUPPORT,
AND I WILL STILL CARE FOR HER...
IT'S DOESN'T MATTER HOW PAIN AND HURT WAS THE PASS,
I ALREADY HEALED...
I ALREADY WALKED OUT FROM DARKNESS...


Wednesday, June 22, 2011

FAITH

IT'S SO AMAZING...
GOD IS A PROVIDER,HE PROVIDE THOSE WHO NEED...
THANK GOD FOR THOSE WHO OFFER THE NEEDS OF THE SISTERS...
I AM SO GLAD...
FIRST I WAS WORRIED WE MIGHT NOT ABLE TO MEET THE SISTERS NEED,
BUT JUST THREE DAYS THE ANNOUNCEMENT WAS OUT,
THEY HAD THEIR NEEDS...PRAISE THE LORD...
THROUGH MY LEADER SHARING TODAY,
WE SHOULD KNOW THAT OUR GOD NOT ONLY 'MIGHT ABLE' BUT HE IS ALWAYS ABLE,
WE SHOULD HAVE FAITH IN HIM,BECAUSE FAITH MAKE EVERYTHING POSSIBLE...
HE IS A FAITHFUL GOD...

Monday, June 20, 2011

WHAT A MONDAY!!

MONDAY,MY OFF DAY..
BUT SINCE MORNING I AM BUSY...
OUR HOUSE LITTLE BABY SICK...FEVER...
HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF HIM SINCE NO ONE AT HOME...
HELP MY DAD TO DYE HIS HAIR...
THEN CLEAN THE FLOOR...
MONDAY IS THE ONLY DAY IN A WEEK I CLEAN THE FLOOR AND DO THE HOUSE WORK...
LITTLE BABY KEPT CRYING..A BIT BEH TAHAN..BUT STILL HAVE TO TAHAN...
HOPE HE'S FINE...

Friday, June 17, 2011

人是多么的渺小

找着找着明天要的布置质料,
需要一些关于到天灾,饥饿等等。。
看见许多的照片和文章,
我发现人真的很渺小很渺小,
就如地上的沙,
天上的星星,
人充满在世界的每一个角落,
我的眼前是明亮的角落,
黑暗的角落在哪里呢?

 日本是一个芳容的国家,
科技发达,
人民富有,
往往没想到,海啸及地震会毁灭一切,
人的骄傲,人的自私,富有。。
也不能拦住这一切发生!
 非洲的小孩,
人都会说,他们犯了什么罪,
为什么要活在饥饿,痛苦的当中?
人都会说为什么上帝不公平?
上帝的公平,公义不是用环境来衡量,
人活在这世界是以罪与圣洁来衡量公平,
谁可以肯定的说信了耶稣就可以不会有问题?
我们还是会面对问题,不过我们还是活出圣洁的生命,
依靠神面对一切的问题,
我真的不能解释公平,
不过我相信神是公义的神。
我们今天的存在就是要帮助这些人,
神给一些人富有,一些人平穷,
我相信神要富有的帮助平穷的,
让每一个人的生命都能像耶稣的生命,
是服侍人,成为一个给的人。。
认真的很渺小,不知道明天的事,
也不要顾虑明天还能来吗。。
我想,只要把今天献上。。
施比受更为有福。。
让我们今天都成为给的人。。
人的眼泪是宝贵的。。
我们看见你们的眼泪。。


Wednesday, June 15, 2011

我的愿望

我相信小时后的我们都写过这篇作文。。
今天我想想我的愿望是什么?
我记得我小时候想当一位律师。。
过后我想嫁给有钱人过后还有一大堆的愿望。。

今天我想了一下。。
我希望我的父亲能够一样的爱主。。
我爸爸回来的这几天,有喜有哀。。
我知道爸爸身体不是很好的时候我真的很难过,
我爸爸对我说,他真的不知道他能活多久,
他害怕如果有一天他不能看到我们,
这些话都让我的眼泪不知道往哪里藏。。
我就说这些话会让我伤心,我不喜欢听。。
随然我知道人都要面对死亡,不过在基督里,死亡并不可怕,
不过我爸爸今天还没信耶稣。。。
我相信因耶稣所受的鞭伤他能的医治,
当我祷告,我把我的爸爸带到主的面前,原主的恩惠,怜悯都进入他的生命。。
我希望我的爸爸也能够服侍神,
我希望我的爸爸能牵我走入教堂把我交给我的另一半,看见我幸福。。
我只能把我爸爸放在祷告中,我相信我的神是听祷告的神,也是能行奇迹的神!

Monday, June 13, 2011

我真的不能无所事事。。

今天又不用到教会,
今天是假期,一大早起来,
电脑按了一下下觉得闷,
早餐也还没吃,不知道要吃什么,就不吃啦,
走进走出,家只有我一个人。。。大家都上学去了。。
要做么呢?拿起吉他,弹了一下,闷。。过不久Ah Pet 和 Mavis 来找我吃早餐,
大家都是无所事事的人,
我不知不觉吃了一整盘辣死你妈。。
过后就去Ah Pet 家聊天,我们要练唱歌,是咯,我最差的了。。。
我还是练好我的吉他。。
今天也跟 Ah Pet 做了两种蛋糕,都失败。。没关系。。失败就是成功之母。。
哈哈哈哈。。。等一下又要练歌,很可爱的一首歌。。。
这个星期六的双亲节要呈献的。。。加油吧!!

Friday, June 10, 2011

有时候我真的不知道什么叫累。。。
今天还真的很累一下,
一大早就去颜色比赛,旅程蛮遥远。。
一回到,我就直接到教会完成我的手工,
做了三个,还有五个,启发课程要用的。。
回到家。都还没一个小时,
我又要到教会练主日学,我领唱。。。
很搞笑一下,又要做动作,很累。。。哈哈哈哈
我就继续我的手工,我的部份做完了。。。
弄到自己金光闪闪的。。。回到家,安静下来,
还真的觉得自己有点累。。
明天会是更忙的一天。。。

Thursday, June 9, 2011

MY DAD IS BACK....

FINALLY AFTER TOW YEARS PLUS...MY DAD IS BACK HOME...
HE DOESN'T LOOK OLD..
NOT MUCH CHANGE...
BUT HIS HEALTH WAS NOT THAT WELL...
WE REALIZED SO MUCH THINGS HE NEVER TELL US...
HIS HAND GOT SOME PROBLEM, THEN HIS HEART GOT PROBLEM TOO,
HE STAYED IN HOSPITAL TWO MONTHS AGO BUT WE DUNNO AT ALL...
I FELT SO SORRY FOR THAT,HE WORKED SO HARD FOR THIS FAMILY,
AND HE SEEMS COULDN'T FORGIVE THE PASS...
IT MIGHT TAKE TIME,
AND HE SAID WANTED TO BUT THIS AND THAT FOR US,
WE TOLD HIM NO NEED BUT HE SAID MONEY IS TO SPENT,
DON'T HAVE TO SAVE SO MUCH...
I HOPE WITHIN THIS THREE MONTHS GOSPEL WILL REACH HIM,
AND HE WILL ACCEPT JESUS INTO HIS LIFE,
NO MORE BITTERNESS BUT JOY...
HE SAID HE WANTED TO WORK FOR TWO MORE YEARS THEN HE WANTED TO RETIRED..
I HOPE I HAVE THE FINANCIAL ABILITY NOW SO I CAN SUPPORT THE FAMILY AND HE CAN REST...
BUT NOW IS NOT THE TIME YET...I WILL CARRY THIS RESPONSIBILITIES ONE DAY...
HE BOUGHT SOME SEA CUCUMBER,HE WANTED TO GIVE IT TO MY UNCLES..
BUT HE SAID VERY EXPENSIVE,ONE SEA CUCUMBER COST AROUND RM100...
 I RESERVED ONE OF IT....

I PRAY THAT HIS HEALTH WILL RECOVER AND STAY HEALTHY,BECAUSE THE STRIPE ON JESUS'S BODY,HE WILL BE HEALED...IN JESUS NAME,AMEN

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

适合的人

认真的想一下,
我如何去爱人,我为我爱的人做了什么?我说我要爱人如己...
我做到了吗?为什么我对不同的人有不一样的对待?
很矛盾,今天跟领袖聊了一下。。有一个结论!!
我爱人,不过用了不一样的方法,因为爱的语言有那么多种,每一个人爱的语言都不一样。。

当我想说心事的时候,真的我觉得是个问题,
我要找的人不是我的室友,不是随便一个人,
不过我知道,我要找谁,
就是那个人。。。可以倘然无惧在他面前哭,
我找到这个人了。。

当我知道关于一些的知识或我要分享我的想法,
我也知道要找谁,因为这个人能够认同你,可以跟你有一样的想法,
我也找到了。。

当你觉得闷闷的,想一些人一起的说笑开心一下,
这些人也在我的身边出现了,
你们找到我了。。。

很多方面适合的人都出现了,希望跟多适合的人,就如一块一块的拼图排进我的生命的这一幅画!!!

Monday, June 6, 2011

7 A's IN OUR LIFE...

1.APPRECIATION
-KNOWING PEOPLES GOOD POINTS AND SAY IT,FAILING TO EXPRESS APPRECIATION CAUSES ONE TO DOUBT WHAT THEY WORTH...

2.ACCEPTANCE

3.APPROVAL
-EXPRESS APPROVAL BY NODDING OR SMILING,FAILING TO EXPRESS APPROVAL CAUSES ONE TO HAVE LOW SELF IMAGE

4.AFFECTION
-CARE FOR PEOPLE AND BE KIND TO THEM AND SPEAK THE TRUTH IN LOVE...

5.ATTENTION
-PAYING ATTENTION TO OTHERS WILL GIVE A GREAT GIFT TO THEM..

6.AFFIRMATION
-TO AFFIRM OTHERS DOES NOT NEED A GREAT EFFORT YET IT REAPS A GREAT REWARD.
FAILING TO RECEIVE AFFIRMATION  CAUSES ONE TO FEEL THAT THEY  HAD DONE BADLY AND WITHOUT SELF WORTH.

7.ADMIRATION
-IT MUST BE SINCERE AND NOT HYPOCRITICAL,ONE WHO RECEIVES COMPLIMENT WILL INCREASE IN CONFIDENCE.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

SHE..

I AM GLAD TO WORK TOGETHER WITH HER,
SHE IS FULL OF KNOWLEDGE,
THE WAY SHE SHARE WAS IN PROPER MANNER,
EVEN I WAS ASKED TO LEARN FROM HER HOW TO PREPARE MESSAGE AND SHARE,
WE ALWAYS SHARE THE SAME OPINION AND THINKING,
I NEVER THOUGHT SHE SHARE SOMETHING SHE KNOW WITH ME TODAY,
WE SHARE AND TALKED,
SOMETIMES I THINK AND THINK, SEEMS SHE KNOW HOW I FEEL,
AND WE ALWAYS WANT TO HAVE A SOLUTION FOR WHAT WE SAW,
HOPE TO LEARN FROM HER MORE AND MORE IN THIS 3 MONTHS...